My Fever Cadences

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2007-04-16T21:10:00.001+08:00

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I won't erase this though, pero wala na talaga to. :)

Istupid Lab

2007-04-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

I think that song's the stupidest song I've ever heard. GRABE sobrang walang kwenta!!! HAHA! Kanina kasi kinanta namin siya sa Magic Sing and the heck, tawang tawa talaga ako sa lyrics! Yun na yata ang pinakawalang kwentang lyrics sa balat ng lupa PROMISE!!! Haha! (Sorry kung guilty pleasure mo pala ang kantang yan, nakakatawa talaga kasi!!!) Ito yung lyrics:

Nang ma inlove ako sa'yokala ko'y pag-ibig mo ay tunay
pero hindi nag-tagal lumabas din ang tunay na kulay
ang iyong kilay mapag-mataas at laging namimintas
pero sarili kong pera ang iyong winawaldas
para kang sphinx ugali mo'y napaka sting
kung hiyain mo ko talagang nakaka shrink
girlie biddy bye bye don't tell a lie
bakit mo ako laging dini-deny
all the goods I've done wala man lang rekognition (HAHAHA!)
mahilig kang manguleksyon binalewala aking atensyon'
yo anyway everyday iba't ibang guys ang iyong ka text
and then one time nahuli kita na mayroon kang sex
mas gugustuhin ko pa na mag pa krusifay (HAHAHA!)
kesa harap harapan mo akong stupify
so don't be mad so don't be sad
lahat ng kabulukan mo'y ilalahad.

CHORUS
(STUPID) Love, soft as an easy chair
(STUPID) Love, fresh as the morning air
(STUPID) Love, that is shared by two
(STUPIDO) Love, I found in you

II
buhay ko ay nag-iba simula ng makilala ka
every hour every minute nais kang makita
halos di kumain makausap lang sa phone
between you and me until the break of dawn
no one else comes close pangako sa isa't isang
unit napatunayan mo ba na balikan kanya
pinagtapat sa akin na siya'y mahal pa rin
anong magagawa ko kundi ikaw ay palaya
inhalos isumpa sa sakit na naidulot
pero bakit ang katulad mo di parin malimot
nag mahal ako ng iba ngunit ako'y bigo
sa pag-ibig ko sa'yo ako'y bilanggo
tumingin sa salamin naalala ang nakalipas
masakit palang maging (what) panakip butas
pero bago ang lahat ipag-tatapat sinta
mahal kita sincerely yours Bendeatha (B FOR BENDEATHA!!! AHAHAHA!!!)

CHORUSIII

saan nga ba hahantong ang tagpong ito
minahal kita pero ako'y ginago mo
and it took so long time bago pa maka recover
sa ginawa mo sa 'kin meron pa akong hang over
naaalala mo paba nung tayo pa
kasa kasama ka 'san man ako mag punta
pinag silbihan kita mula ulo hanggang paa
pati ang bra't panty mo ako ang nag lalaba
kinu kunsinte ka kung meron nagawang mali
oo na oo na sige na tama ka naman palagi eh
mga inutos mo sa akin di ko sinuway
mas sinusunod na nga kita keysa sa akin nanay
lahat nalang ng bagay binigay ko sa iyo
naging sunud sunuran ako na parang aso
pag may kausap kang iba ako'y dini deny
basta gwapo ang guy maaga kang bumibigay
damn napaka istupido ng puso kong ito
ano ba ang dahilan at ako ay ginanito mo
inaway mo ako at iyong itinaboy
at sa ibang boy nakipag laro ka ng apoy (HAHAHA!!!)
ako'y nananaghoy puso ko ay nabiyak
wasak na wasak ang puso ni Nasty Mack
inaamin ko noon na minahal nga kita
pero ngayon binabawi ko na

CHORUS

Yung mga naka-bold yun yung hindi na ako makahinga sa kakatawa kasi sobrang benta (in a bad way)! Sobra kakaiba talaga yung pagkawalang-kwenta niya eh. Alam mo yun. HAHA! Kaya pala naalala ko ininterview si Rey Valera (he's a renowned Filipino composer), sabi niya pinakawalang-kwenta daw na song na narinig niya sa buhay niya is Stupid LUV (Luv talaga eh)! Haha! Hay nako. =))

Anyways, we had the class party a while ago and kami yung mga huling umuwi. GUESS WHAT. Sa lahat pa ng bagay na nakalimutan ko kila Anj, yung video cam pa diba?! Galing. Haha! So I have to get it by tomorrow since Anj's leaving on Friday. Kung yung cellphone yun, kukunin ko nalang sa June eh. HAHA! Pero buti naman hindi nagalit si Dad. Nakakatawa though, nagsasara na yung BigR pagdating namin dun! So nung nasa may papasok kami ng Supermarket, hinarang pa ako nung guard. Tss. So tinakbo ko pa yung main entrance. Naman eh!!! Haha! Dapat kanina na namin kukunin kaso, hindi niya dala yung driver's license niya so hindi kami mapapapasok sa LGV. Well anyways, the party was fun although MAY MGA HINDI NAKAPUNTA. Nagtatampo ako. :( We watched Saw III. I liked saw 3 among the 3 movies! Ang ganda! (Probably kasi hindi siya kasing gory nung other 2 movies at ang saya nung twists although medyo sumobra pero okay talaga!) Tsaka ngayon talaga nagets ko yung movie kasi dun sa last 2 movies, masyadong nakatakip yung mata ko para maintindihan yung nangyayari. Masyadon kasing gory. Hmm, so yun. There's nothing to look forward to anymore. :( Swerte nila Nika, Japan! Hahaha! Well at least she lent me her One Tree Hill CDs. At least may mamamarathon ako. >:)

AY NAKO! SUGAR RUSH. Can't sleep diba?! I think I drank around 7 glasses of coke, SO SOBRANG SUGAR RUSH. :l

It's my fault

2007-04-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

It is sooo my fault. Stupid sher. Another stupid mistake. I'm hopeless. I really have a talent of making things worse ano? Wala na, it's too damn late Sher, too damn late. Tama nga talaga yung sinabi ko months ago, once I try to step out, I can never go back. I think I should take that repression thing more seriously. One thing's for sure though, forever kong pagsisisihan to. Yun yun.

Anyways, on the lighter side of things, nagpagupit nako! Haha. I don't know kung lighter side nga yun o ano, kasi ang ikli! As in Leia Veracruz haircut ikli. Haha! Sabi ko kasi dun sa manggugupit, siya na bahala sa lahat eh, basta wag lang todo iksi na parang kalbo nako or something. Haha. Hindi ko alam kung bagay (hindi ako marunong tumingin ng haircut eh), hindi yata eh pero mhen, masmalamig! Haha! Ang init na no, hindi ko na kaya ang mahabang buhok sa ganitong init. -_- Also, ibabalik narin yung braces ko. Okay, hindi talaga yun lighter side. I HATE BRACES! Ayoko na magbraces eh! Metal mouth nanaman ako. :l Dapat by the end of April ikakabit na ulit eh pero sabi ko sa June nalang. Ayoko talaga! Tapos bubunutan pa ako ng ngipin diba, so the heck? Haha! Bungal pala. Buti nalang yung bubunuting ngipin sa may banda likod kaya hindi kita. Hehe. Eh numunew-look pala ako eh.

Ay, sa Thursday na pala yung start ng driving lessons. Hindi ko rin alam kung lighter side to, kasi tinatamad ako! Haha! 1 week lang naman, tapos 1 hour a day. Dapat mga 3 days nalang tapos 2 hours a day or something. Nakakatamad yung araw-araw pupunta dun pero isang oras lang tapos yung sched pa niya is 4-5pm so I can't attend some gimmicks kasi more or less nagsisimula ang mga gimmick ng afternoon hanggang 6. :l So too bad. :l

Anyways, class party tomorrow! I'm so excited! I really miss a LOT of people at oo Nika isa ka sa mga yun lalo na kapag pumunta ka ng Japan, *rolls eyes/undertaker eyes* Haha! 2 weeks din yun no, shet wala nang magbabasa ng blog ko at wala naring magtatag. Hahaha! Siya lang naman ata ang may tiyagang magbasa ng pinagsususulat ko dito eh. Awwww! (Shurrup! Hahaha!) Di, mamimiss ko talaga yan. :) Hugs for sugah cookieyah/my fellow doggy. HAHA! >:D<

I miss

2007-04-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

MELINDA!!! I miss her! I saw her multiply a while ago and promise, 2 weeks na kami walang matinong usap!!! Kasi naman wala akong load parati diba tsaka tamad ako magtext tsaka kung magtext rin naman ako walang load si Melinda. b-( Haha! Super, I miss her. HOY MELINDA, KUNG MABASA MO MAN TO, MAGPARAMDAM KA NAMAN! Naman kasi, wala pa silang internet so hindi siya nakakapag-YM. Tsss. Haha! Joke lang Melinda. :) Ako rin naman hindi nako masyadong nakakapag-YM eh. :(

Anyways, I finally bought Veronika decides to die and I want to die narin KASI ANG MAHAL. Haha! It's only a short book, probably can be finished in one sitting (kung talagang matyaga ka) pero mhen, 359 pesos. Haha, sorry, kuripot talaga ako, lalo na pag sa libro kasi pag nabasa na, wala nang use afterwards unless na-addict ka or something kaya paulit-ulit mong babasahin. Haha! Tsk. Ang mahal talaga. Dapat yung mga ganun 70 pesos lang eh, parang yung mga Dekada '70, affordable! That book has to be good or else...

Sabay kasing-pangit pala ng Catcher in the Rye. :l HAHA!

The Catcher in the Rye

2007-04-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

I borrowed this book from a friend and I'm halfway through it. I think this book's included in the list of books we can read for summer. I'm halfway through it and I hate it!!! Hahaha! It's lousy! The story's so lousy that I'm itching to finish it and find out how lousy it ends. I thought this book was some kind of classic like that of Jane Eyre or whatever since I didn't have a background of the book before I started reading it. Pero grabe, walang kwenta. Haha! Ang balsphemous pati kasi every sentence consists of words like: bastard, goddam, damn, hell, sonuvabitch, helluvabitch or other words as slang and as angsty as those. The book's like a jorunal of an angsty teenager who hates everything and everyone. Emo pala eh! Haha! Well anyways, I won't finish it nalang. I'll start on that Mythology. It seems a lot more interesting than reading the narration of a depressed teenager. Hahaha. :P Good thing rin, hindi namin yun kelangang basahin for 4th year. Pano kaya kung si Ms. Lisbo parin yung teacher namin eh no.

By the way, dad's coming home on Sunday. I bet we won't go out that often though. He's still trying to recover from his operation. Oh no, no more TV! :l

In fairness ah...

2007-03-30T09:24:00.000+08:00

Gwapo si Christian Bautista! Hahaha! Diba?! Heehee. :l

My First Near-death Experience

2007-03-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

We went to club manila east a while ago tapos may bago silang part dun, yung "beach wave" whatever (yung parang sa splash island). Since it was new, we decided to check it out. Nung dumating kami dun, sabi ni manong, last wave na daw. Sinubukan naming pilitin si manong na damihan pa eh hindi siya pumayag so okay, hinintay nalang namin yung waves. Nung dumating na, at first we were doing fine. Ineenjoy namin and all. Actually, hindi ko alam kung naaenjoy namin kasi the waves were SO BIG, yung parang sa movies yung sa gitna ng dagat, gabi tapos may bagyo, tapos sobrang LAKI nung waves? Well hindi naman ganun kalalaki pero they were too big for us (sa height namin). Eh hindi naman namin inexpect na ganun kahirap since kaya naman namin and all nung still pa yung water. I thought sandali lang so nung una, I was doing fine pero hindi ko na talaga ineenjoy. So talon talon lang, sinasabayan yung rhythm ng waves etc., sabay nawala ako sa rhythm. Nadala ako nung waves sa masmalalim na part, (THANKS AH), eh dun pa nga lang sa medyo mababaw, hirap na ako so nadoble yung hirap sa malalim tapos the waves were hell bigger. Nung nahihirapan nako, inisip ko nalang na kakayanin ko hanggang sa matapos yung waves. Pagtingin ko, wala na sila carla sa tabi ko. Sila cay naanod sa tabi ko tapos sabi niya, "Sher! Kaya mo pa ba?". Ako naman, gaga, sabi ko, "Ano ba okay lang ako...(while gasping for air. :l)" Sabay seconds later, WALA NA SILA CAY AT CHINKY! Nakapunta na sila sa mababaw. Sakto pa naman, pagtalon ko, mali yung timing, humampas ako sa waves, nakalunok ako ng tubig. So it was official, I was drowning. :| Hindi nako makahinga literal sa dami ng tubi na nainom ko na. I tried to swim, pero nung kumuha ako ng hangin, wow, tubig parin ang nainom ko. I swear, hindi ko na talaga kaya nun tapos ang lalim pa. Ang laki talaga ng waves and I could no longer get air. It was a good sign na hindi pa ako nakaranas ng flash back, kasi yun talaga ibig sabihin nawawalan nako ng malay pero nagiisip na talaga ako ng mga bagay-bagay, things like, "shit hindi pa ako ready, I'm too young" and other things like that. Nung binuksan ko mata ko, while trying to gasp for air, nakita ko si chinky, hinagisan na siya ni manong ng salbabida, yung parang white and red salbabida na may rope and she was screaming my name. Hinahatak na siya ni manong, (gago pala si manong eh iiwanan ako. :|) eh ayaw ni chinky tapos sinisigaw niya pangalan ko so sinubukan ko siyang lapitan, nako po, ang layo niya. Eh inaanod ako ng waves palayo so I tried to swim again, at tubig ang nalunok ko. I stopped fighting and stretched out my hand, good thing, naramdaman ko na si chinky hinatak yung kamay ko. Nung nahawakan ko na yung salbabida, naisip ko, "shit, hindi pa ako nagiging doktor, i can't die yet." something like that. Medyo ang babaw rin eh no, yun yung inisip ko nung nasa "save zone" nako. Another funny thing, nung nahawakan ko na yung salbabida, nagpalakpakan silang lahat and I realized, all of the other strangers were watching how we were being "saved", so medyo lang nakakahiya diba. :l So yun, that was my first ever near-death experience. Pagkatapos talaga nun, hindi nako sumama sa kanila. Medyo maaga pa pero bumalik na ako sa place namin tapos nagpalit na ako. Hindi ko kaya, natrauma na talaga ako. -_- Nakakatawa sila, bumalik parin sila sa waves! Ako talaga, no thanks, I've had enough. At nung pabalik nako, dun nagsink-in, natakot talaga ako. Shit. Screw those waves! Hindi naman ganun kalalakas at kalalaki ang mga alon sa dagat no! Pag may bagyo lang yun eh! Naalala ko nagswimming kami sa beach sa Bicol, high tide nun at may bagyong parating pero hindi ganun kalalaki yung alon at naglalaro pa kami ng tag! I didn't drown! Tsk tsk. I swear, yung mga alon na yun sa Club Manila, yun yung alon na nakakamatay eh. :l I thought I was some kind of bionic pagdating sa tubig since we've been having swimming for PE ever since grade 5, pero wala pala yun pagdating sa real thing. Swimming might be easy and all sa still water, pero pag ganun na kalikot na tubig, hindi na ganun kadali, nakaka-trauma talaga. Patawa pa si manong, I expected him to jump into the water para dalihin ako sa mababaw, sabay nagdalawang-isip pa daw siya ihagis yung salbabida. He's crazy. It was tragic, at dun ko narealize, I'm not ready to go. :l Hindi ko pa nagagawa ni isang bagay sa listahan ko ng "Things I have to do before I die" no!

Well anyways...if you scrape out the part wherein we all nearly drowned, the day was okay, fun. I enjoyed somehow but one thing though, it might take some time before I can go swimming again. Haha. :l

Parents... :l

2007-03-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

Mom called the other day para mangamusta and all and that meant may kasamang pagalit. Weirdo talaga ng nanay ko. Minsan nga hindi ko nalang maintindihan yung rason kung bakit ako pinapagalitan eh. HAHA! Tulad nung isang araw...

Mom: Ano ka ba naman Kara! Wala kang malasakit sa pamilya mo! Hindi ka marunong mag-appreciate ng roots mo! Para kang weed! Kaya nga may weed-out diba? Kasi salot ang weeds kara, salot! O sa tingin mo, do weeds have the right to live?!?
Me: Uhhh...no? :l
Mom: Hindi naman, ano ka ba! Parte yun ng mother nature no!!!
Me: Ha? :l

Ang labo talaga nakakaasar. Haha! Kahit siya natawa nalang siya sa pagkalabo ng sinabi niya eh! Haha! Ang labo talaga. O_O tapos nung isang beses, kapatid ko naman yung pinapagalitan...

Mom: *blah blah blah....*
Kuya: *silent*
Mom: Sumagot ka naman! Parang wala akong kausap dito ah! *then asks a question*
Kuya: *sinagot yung question...*
Mom: O SASAGOT PA EH!

GRABE ang labo talaga ng nanay ko. Haha! Kahit siya mismo natatawa narin lang pag may nasasabi siyang sobrang labo eh. Haha!

Anywaaays...I've been thinking about my English grade for the 4th quarter. Sobrang nagaalala ako. Mhan, ang pangit talaga ng QT ko. I went to school the other day tapos sabi ni Ms, marami daw yung matataas sa QT. Eh hello madalas hindi ako kasama dun sa marami eh. Hindi ko nalang tiningnan. Kinakabahan talaga ako. Oh well, magugulat nalang ako sa card. I hated english this year. HATE talaga. As in buweiset. Weirdo kasi si Lisbo eh. Hindi normal yung way ng pagiisip niya...or paggawa ng mga test. Napaka-nonconventional. (Tss.) She didn't conform to the society's expectations...(TSSS.) I've had enough of those words...lalo na from her. Haha! Sa CLE din! Patay, sa values education pa man din kasama yun. Pag bumaba ako dun, unang una kong aalalahanin, sermon ng nanay ko. Irerelate nanaman niya sa paguugali ko at lahat-lahat. Patay. O_O GRABE I'M WORRIED. Tsk. Oh well.

I've been watching House. Ang galing nga eh! Sobrang talino ng mga tao sa series na yun. Haha. Sorry na. -_- sobrang talino, hanga ako but I find Grey's Anatomy better. Mas-emotional kasi yun tsaka may story. Sa House, parang sineskwela ng mga doctor. Yok. haha! Pero ang galing talaga, sobrang nakaka-amaze. Hehe. :)

Juniors No Mo'

2007-03-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

Isang malaking badtrip tong blogspot ah. :l Nabura lahat ng sinulat ko kanina!!! :l Well anywaaays, Junior year's over! It was fast...weird lang, I found 2nd year WAY harder than 3rd year. Hindi ko pa nga masyadong "feel" kasi hindi ako nakapag-byebye ng maayos sa mga kaibigan ko kahapon so feeling ko weekend lang. Woah, seniors na next year! Yehess gusto ko na mag-college eh although gusto ko yung tipong pwede kang bumalik sa AA as a student whenever you like kasi more or less mamimiss ko rin naman sila "linlin". :) *nyeehhhh* Ay speaking of them, nagpigout at nagmovie marathon kami kahapon. SAYA MHEN! Naghalo-halo yung Doritos, Lays, Cheetos, Ruffles, Ice Cream, Mashed Potato at Peanuts sa stomach ko. Oh no, iniimpacho nanaman ata ako! :s Grabe, 5 lang kami pero naubos namin yun lahat. Ultimate pigout talaga! Haha! Tapos we watched Hostel. Grabe, tama si Zarah, 50% gory, 50% porn. :l Ngayon ko lang siya napanuod ng maayos actually, well hindi ata maayos yung pagkanood ko kahapon kasi 70% ng movie nakapikit ako. Haha! Hindi talaga ako mahilig sa gory movies forever. -_-

Anyways, I'm planning to buy a lot of DVDs later. >:) Nakalista na eh:
1. Grey's Anatomy (yung episodes 10-17 ng Season3)
2. House
3. Desperate Housewives
4. Prison Break
5. OTH (papanuorin ko na nga rin to ang dami kasing nanunuod eh. Haha!)
at kung may pera na ulit ako...
6. Smallville (pogi ni clark kent eh <3)

Wala talaga kasing magawa. :l Pero okay lang! It's better to be bored than to be stressed. Haha! :D So for now, yan lang ang plano ko sa summer ko, DVD marathons. Ohyeah. :D Masokay naman ata yun kaysa sa A History of the World marathons diba. -_-

Kamuka

2007-03-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

Magkamuka! Hahaha. Nika, pwede ka na pala sa commercial ni Al-"dread" eh. Jokey. Haha! Si Melinda naman kabuhok si Rain! Nakakaasar benta.

Pansinin nyo, parehas yung bangs nila tapos si Melinda medyo browny pa yung hair. Kabuhok talaga niya! haha! Bakit kaya may magkakamuka? Ano yun, may magkapareha sa genetic sequence nila? YOK. What the. Haha!

Just came home from OJT at Don Hen's. Medyo amoy pineapple pa yung kamay ko sa kakagawa ng pizza. Well, mga 2/3 lang na pizza ang ginawa namin pero okay na. Ang saya! Haha. :P Onti lang kasi yung nagorder kasi may kiddie party. :l Sayang. Pero well it's still an experience. :)

Anyways, I'm scared. As in "i-can't-sleep-because-i-keep-thinking-about-it" scared. I've gone through this before. Maybe I'm just not yet ready to face another one like that again. The last one devastated me. HAHA! Oh well. I'm scared. As in scared-scared, gets mo ba? I'm scared, but I have no regrets. At least now I'm learning how to grab things by the neck. I have no regrets. At least now I'm learning how to try. That would be my consolation. :) I was meant to live for so much more! Have I lost myself??? :l ...but then again, I'm still scared.

Whoops, ang dami pala talagang gagawin. OHYEAH!!! 3 DAYS TO GO YO!!! :D

Pagod.

2007-03-15T19:51:00.001+08:00

GRABE!!! Hellest week ata tong week na to eh! Sa sobrang pagod ng kamay ko, yung tipong pag sinusubukan kong dumiin sa isang object, nanginginig na dahil sa pagod. Sobrang hell! (and still nagsusulat ako ng entry. :l) Nyaha. Break lang naman eh...5 mins. :> Anyways, nung Sunday, Medical Dental Mission tapos sabi namin nila Carla, "Ano kaya magabsent tayo kahit isang araw lang sa week na to? Pahinga lang..." Sabay naisip namin,

Monday: Last period of swimming - bawal magabsent kasi may practical test.
Tuesday: Chem test
Wednesday: Last meeting for Algeb. Di pwede magabsent kasi may bagong lesson eh Thursday yung UT2.
Thursday: Algeb and Geom UT2s
Friday: SIMULA NA NG FINALS EH. :l (CLE and Health QT)

Soooo...in short, bawal na magabsent hanggang March 21. Tapos Saturday, OJT pa namin. Okay. Hell week talaga. Hell.

OH WELL KAYA YAN!!! :D UY! NAKABAWI NAKO SA CHEM UT2! OHYEAH! Nyaha. :D Kaso may QT pa...kung saan included na ang pesteng redox reaction. :l Basta, kaya yan. Weird though, since hell week na, umaatake na lahat ang PMS-es ng mga tao. Haha! Hay nako. Dagdag pa ang pesteng diorama...or should I say, DIE-o-rama? Ayyy... Haha! In fairness, natututo nako mag-cram. :> Cramer's rule. Nyehhh.

Basta, 4 days to go. 4 Days nalang!!!

Things I have to do before I die:

2007-03-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

*in no particular order*
1. Say sorry to all the people whom I have hurt
2. Hold Brandon Boyd's hands
3. Makipagdramahan with Nika and Melinda sa deathbed
4. Go sky-diving
5. Marry a Neurosurgeon. (preferably a McDreamy)
6. Become one...or, basta any kind of surgeon, nyaha!
7. SAVE A LIFE!!! (yung tipong nasa resto kayo tapos biglang may hineart-attack tapos kayong 2 ng asawa mo, pareha kayong doctor tapos kayong 2 yung magsasave ng buhay nung taong yun.)
8. Give a super effective impromptu speech in front of 500 people or more.
9. Go to Africa and experience living with a tribe
10. Have kids named Czarina Alexandra and Michel Angelo
11. Experience being a NatGeo photographer
12. Eat a bottle of pickles, red and green peppers, a bowl full of onion rings and raisins, chicken with the cut that I hate the most. (yung parang dry :), and palabok.
13. Visit all 7 wonders of the world
14. Have everyone calling me KARA again.
15. Keep my closest friends until the day I die. Nyaha. (at least one or two)
16. Play guitar in front of hundreds of people without trembling.
17. Make my dad cry because of happiness.
18. Buy my dad the biggest TELEVISION EVER EVER EVER.
19. Perfect one of Sir Ruel's quizzes. (well medyo imposible na ata to kasi patapos na ang SY at hindi na namin siya teacher next year. : Hahaha!)
20. Graduate from UP (okay pressure. :\)

Hmm...ano pa ba? Well for now, yan lang. :) I'll update if ever may madadagdag. Hehe.

Repression

2007-03-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Repression involves placing uncomfortable thoughts in relatively inaccessible areas of the subconscious mind. Thus when things occur that we are unable to cope with now, we push them away, either planning to deal with them at another time or hoping that they will fade away on their own accord.
The level of 'forgetting' in repression can vary from a temporary abolition of uncomfortable thoughts to a high level of amnesia, where events that caused the anxiety are buried very deep.
Repressed memories do not disappear. They can have an accumulative effect and reappear as unattributable anxiety or dysfunctional behavior. A high level of repression can cause a high level of anxiety or dysfunction, although this may also be caused by the repression of one particularly traumatic incident.
Ex: A child who is abused by a parent later has no recollection of the events, but has trouble forming relationships.

Palagi ko bang ginagawa ang repression?!? Haha! What the hell happened during my childhood which made it so hard for me to form or maintain relationships?! Haha! Grabe. I lose everything, I lose everyone. I don't want that to happen anymore. -_- Totoo nga ang hinala ko. After 60 years, mamamatay ako ng walang asawa at walang kaibigan. SHET CAN'T WAIT. Haha!

Changes

2007-03-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

I hate it. Changes make life so inconsistent! For instance...

si Daniel Radcliffe. Yung unang picture niya, yan yung itsura niya na in love na in love ako sa kanya to the point na hindi na ako maka-aral. After a few years, yung second pic niya, hindi ko na alam. O_O Who the hell is that diba?

Changes, I despise it. It's too sudden and abrupt. Oh well!

"...Everbody's changing and I don't know why." Hahaha.

2007-03-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

I don't like some things lately. I try my best to like them pero wala talaga eh. Ang daming nagbabago at napipiss-off ako. -_- Medyo pathetic nga yata mapiss-off though. Probably it's just the abnormal sleeping time. Labo, kinalaman. Ewan. Don't want to talk about it.

Crap

2007-02-26T17:13:00.000+08:00

I hate this day. :l SAYA NG GRADES KO SA ENGLISH AT CHEM! Haha! Yun yun kasi eh. Grabe. O_O Nakakahiya though, naiyak ako sa harapan ni Ms. Hebron. :l Eh kasi on the verge narin kasi ako nun. I looked like a baby. Ngayon ko lang narealize, nakakahiya nga!!! Haha! Oh well, I'm just human, sorry.

I didn't cry cause my grades were low. Ganito kasi yun, crap na kasi yung grades ko sa english at chem last quarter. Those 2 subjects were my lowest. Balak kong bumawi this quarter, sabay ganun yung grades ko kanina. -_- CRAP. Hindi ko na alam kung pano pa ako babawi. My scores a while ago would've been tolerable/a no big deal if my grades last quarter weren't THAT bad. :( Nakakalungkoooot at nakakawalang-ganaaa...

Oh well. Bawi nalang sa susunod...as usual. :l

Erase

2007-02-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

I'll be erasing some entries in a while. Nagreply si Anj sa isa kong entry a LOOOONG time ago at nung binasa ko siya ulit, medyo O_O yung reaction ko. HAHA! My entries are soooo pathetic. HAHA! I don't know kasi nung sinulat ko siya dati it seemed...okay(?). Eh bakit ganun, pag binabasa ko ngayon, medyo lang, "what the heck?!?" Haha! Oh well.'

Went shopping with my mares a while ago in Makro. Haha! Para mamili ng iba't-ibang klase ng karne. Wala nang laman ang aparador namin eh. HAHA! Joke. We shopped for the entrepreneurship. Ang saya! Next time mga mare okay? Haha!

Lang kwenta

2007-02-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ang lahat ng pinagaralan ko kagabi. Oh mhan I feel so miserable. Wala pa akong matinong test!!! Lahat hindi sure, lahat minadali. LAHAT. GRABE. Bumabawi nga talaga ako. :l Pano ako makakapangasawa ng McDreamy niyan? :( Ang tali-talino pa naman nun. :( *sigh sigh* YOK! Anyways, HAHA!!! I found these in youtube! Grabe memories. :D Ito yung mga araw na I didn't give a damn about school. My main worries then were M2M, Westlife, Nsync and Backstreet. Grade School pa kasi nun kaya hindi pa ganun ka-crucial. Hindi tulad ngayon. :l Nyaha. :P

UPTOWN GIRL

WHEN YOU'RE LOOKING LIKE THAT

I LAY MY LOVE ON YOU

WORLD OF OUR OWN (Uh Nika, ganda ng ngipin ni Nicki dito ah. :>) HAHA!!! Joke. :P

Alam mo ba...

2007-02-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

10:45 na at hindi pa ako nagaaral for Pinoy? YAAAY!!! Haha! Ang haba pala kasi nung Chem! It's driving me mad! Haha! Hindi ko nalang alam kung pano ko pa aaralin yung 9 short stories na kailangan sa Pinoy pati yung mga teorya nun. O_O Oh well. Kaya yan. :)

This day's a WHOLE LOT BETTER than yesterday. Thinking about the English mqt still gives me the creeps though. Sabi ko pa naman babawi ako sa English this quarter...sabay yung mqt, wala na agad. AY EWAN.

Bad Day

2007-02-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

A very bad day. :( Well...hmm sige, okay day? Whatever. Haha! Basta, bad day talaga. Nagsimula lahat sa english test, and the rest followed.

Ayan nanaman eh. Sana talaga alam ko lang kung bakit. Yun nalang yung consolation. I'd die happy kung alam ko lang kung bakit...ganun yung test na binigay ni Ms. Lisbo. Haha! Labo sabay ganun.

Ay ewan. Bahala na. First time ata ako hindi nag-aral for a test at hindi nako umaasa na maisasalba pa ako kahit na ilang ichtus pa ang ilagay ko sa test paper ko na yun. It seryosoly sucked. :l Oh well.

Nabasa ko yung ibang entries ni Tricia lately and I really admire her for being so brave. She's a hell lot stronger than anyone I know. Grabe ang katapangan niya. Sa totoo lang, we need a lot of her in AA. Haha. :P

My Future Husband

2007-02-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

McDreamy! HAHA! Grabe crush na crush ko na yata tong taong to. :l Well yung character nya sa Grey's. Hayyy... *daydream* Haha! Basta, in 15 years, I'm going to marry someone like him! Uh, well not exactly like him. Someone more faithful but, similar to him. Haha! Hay nako, bagong addiction.

Sabay kumakanta..."Guide me, oh SHEPHERD of my heart...may my life never part from the SHEPHERD OF MY HEART!" Haha! Hay nako. Told you, another addiction, plus blasphemy? :o Hay ewan. Basta! :)

My Future

2007-02-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

...in action. I can see it!!! Haha! I'll be a Meredith Grey in the future and I'll have my own McDreamy. YOK. Hahaha!!! :D Basta! This is my future! Tamang tama, mahilig na mahilig ako sa puyatan. Haha!

Maganda nga talaga ang Grey's Anatomy as they say. :) I can't wait to wear a scrub suit myself! HAHA! excited. :P

2BE3

2007-02-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

They were a boy band and weren't as famous as BSB and Nsync but I liked them before. Nakakatawa lang. :) Their video of excuse my french is so gay! Haha!

EXCUSE MY FRENCH

EVEN IF

Hypocrites, Posers and Users

2007-02-11T09:25:00.000+08:00

Pinaka-ayoko talaga sa lahat are those who are so defesive against a certain thing, even crticize other people who do that but in the end, ganun din pala sila. I was really disappointed in her when I learned from a friend that she did that. Well it kind of freaked me out since gets, I'm the kind of person who twinges everytime I hear people doing those kind of things. I didn't expect her to be so. Probably I kind of foreshadowed that because of a previous incident but I never thought it was serious. Also, doing well in school doesn't give you a license to act like so. Hay may mga taong ganun nga naman, matalinong-stupid. Labo. Matalino nga sa acads, stupid naman sa pagdedesisyon. Sayang lang. Mas-stupid pa ang isang taong iniisip na pwede siyang magpakawala dahil matalino siya sa acads kaysa sa isang tao na hindi masyadong magaling sa acads pero matalino magdesisyion. Tsk tsk.

I want to save her. Yok! Haha! She's a very good friend of mine and I don't want her to end up like the others but if I try to do so, well I predict she'll shut up her mind and never talk to me again...and probably think of me as her mother. Haha!

Every now and then, try to check on your values and see if your conscience is still alive. (HAHA! Ang preacher talaga ng tunog ko. Eh kasi naman. O_O) I may be a loko-loko and all but I promise myself I will never, ever, ever, ever be a poser.

p.s.
I am trying SO HARD to hide a suppressed feeling of irritation caused by petty reasons right now. b-(

Emulous

2007-02-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

I like saying it. Emulous. Just like I love saying Swarovski. Swarovski. Haha. Emulous.

Let's use it in a sentence: What an emulous little beast.

Sabay Grrar. Hehe. Anyways, the people here at home are mad at me since I don't have much pictures during the prom. TSS. Naman o, why do they need to see those anyways. Ni ako nga ayoko na makita mga pictures ko nun eh. :l So to those people who have a picture of me in their camera, please, let me steal. Haha! Laman ng camera ko nung prom mga 3 pictures lang at mga table-mates ko pa. Hehe.

Aww mhan I think my parents are kinda disappointed with my 3rd quarter grades. Well, at least that's what I think. Yung chem naman kasi eh, pati yung English. *sigh sigh* Sobra yung binaba. TSKKKK. Nakakalungkot naman. :(

So yun. EMULOUS. >:l

PROM FEVER

2007-02-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

A lot of people got sick because of the prom, not only literally but also in a sense (Ms. Henson?)that everyone can't stop talking about it. O_O Haha! It's not bad actually. I understand that the night is really memorable for a lot of people. Haha. Grabe people were talking about the prom in between classes, recess, lunch, in between discussions, in short, the whole day. Ganun pala yun.

WELL ANYWAYS. Seating arrangements were changed again! Haha. :) Yey frontmate ko si Nika at seatmates ko si Anj at Cza (again. :l). Nyahaha!

Buttoneer o Boutonierre?

2007-02-04T10:33:00.000+08:00

Well, whichever. I researched its spelling on the internet and what came out was buttoneer so...sorry about the previous post. Corsage nalang ng mga guys. Ngyeh. Haha! :P Anyways, the prom last night was fun BUT tiring. I swear, when I woke up this morning, my whole body was aching. :

Anyways, congratulations to the prom queen: NIKA GONZALES!!! (friend ko yan, friend ko yan...HAHA proud eh no.) And to the princesses especially Andrea (HAHA) and Leia. Yikeee... Haha. :))

The prom's over and there's nothing to look forward to anymore. :( Well at least the promblems and the hassles that prom night brings are over. I swear, I am really not a "fancy-gathering" person and make-ups are not really friendly with me. High-heeled shoes hate me and dresses despise me. Haha! I enjoyed the night though. Hehe. :)

So back to reality, back to acads. I just don't know how we will be able to catch up considering we missed 4 days of critical and deadly discussions. Teachers are really ruthless you see. : So ngyeh, back to work. (Ew.) Haha!

YIKEE

2007-02-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

Okay. Prom na bukas. O_O I still don't have a bag. Well whatever I'll just scout for some pouch tomorrow morning. Haha! Ayan ang cramming.

Anyways, we have been missing 4 days of classes and mhan, I don't know anything anymore!!! Haha! It's like I've been absent for 4 days. The only classes that I tried to attend were Lab (because the witch might fail me again) and Chem (na hindi naman ako nakarelate). In fairness, I miss the classes and the people inside the classroom. I want to go back to normal scheds. :l

Except for Lab. I HATE as in HATE toot. GRABE!!! I never hated a teacher as much as I hate her now! Well the last time I hated a teacher was when I was in Grade 7 and that was Ms. Lilian but not so much as this one!!! Grabe. I wanna incinerate her butt and iron clamp her nose and permanently emulsify her face with kerosene. Yak ang sama. Sabay nabasa niya to. Well if she does happen to pass by and read this, okay, end of the world. Haha! Everytime I see her I wanna kill. I don't know what's her problem but ang malas ko, ako pinagttripan niya. At least that's what I think. Potek minalas lang na nasa pinaka-harapan niya ako eh. :l Hindi na nga ako nagsasalita eh and even my facial expression I try to make it sooo blank para wala na siyang reklamo or reason to kick me out sabay bigla-bigla akong tinatanong ng something that I don't know. SHIT SIYA. Yak. I hate her! Buti nalang next question niya alam ko so nasagot ko. >:P GAHH! I hate her forever. F-o-r-e-v-e-r. Basta, I swear this quarter, I will give her NO REASON, as in no reason at all to fail me AGAIN, ever again. Suskopo.

Anywaaays, I'm really excited to see the venue now! I hope it looks really nice. SANA NAMAN PLEASE. Haha! Labor of love naman talaga kasi yung mga design dun so sana talaga. :) Anyways, medyo narealize ko na, ang swerte ko na pala sa date ko. Nyehe! Ang bait talaga kasi eh! Sobrang bait, as in. Supposedly diba ako yung bibili ng buttoneer, nag-offer siya na siya nalang bibili ng sarili niyang buttoneer at ng corsage ko. Para daw hindi na ako mag-abala. Haha! Eh diba prom KO yun. Samantalang yung iba, kelangan pa nilang iexplain kung ano yung corsage and buttoneer at minsan, yung girl pa yung bibili ng buttoneer at ng sarili nilang corsage kasi walang balak yung date nila bumili. Haha! Tapos yung transportation thing, his mom is so nice! Grabe. Hands down ako sa bait ng nanay niya kasi she's willing to drive for us para lang makasabay ako sa kanya. Aww. Tsk tsk. Such nice people and I can say tama ako sa ininvite ko. NUKS CHEESY. HAHA!

P.S.
I'm all better now. I Just thought I was about to lose some people really really important to me that's why I was quite depressed. Heehee. DRAMA. :l

Worse.

2007-01-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

Ang layo mo na kasi eh.

K. :l

Shits are piling up. Keep them coming. :) (See, I'm still optimistic! :l)

edit ~

Blogs are such dangerous sites. Haha! Hay buhay, puno ng kulay, parang gulay, baliw na tunay. LABO OKAY HINDI KO GETS. Haha! Anyways, buti pa si Ate Kar, nakapasa na sa board exams. Heehee. CONGRATS. :D

Anyways.

You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know

You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow.

Never again no
No never again.

Bad.

2007-01-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

I can't fit in! Hindi ko alam kung nahihirapan akong lumabas o nahihirapan akong pumasok PERO BASTA! I neither can fit in nor get out! Hindi ko maintindihan! Siguro there's this funny whatever na sumapi sakin that's why I find myself so DIFFERENT, SO DIFFERENT from who I was 2 or 3 months ago. Hindi ako makapasok. I don't belong. Pero hindi rin naman ako makalabas. What's with me? Tuloy naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Why can't I be consistent with things? Hay nako. And I'm tired of trying to fit in and trying to get out at the same time cause I can't do both! Labo. See? Tsk. Hindi ko alam, I can't understaaand. Haha! Siguro kelangan ko ng time-out to clear my mind up or really get my old self back but I can't right now and these are the things that once I try to have a time-out, I can't go back. :l

WHY CAN'T I BE CONSISTENT WITH THINGS?! :(

Tapos ngayon bumalik nanaman ata yung "sakit" ko. Kala ko hindi na babalik eh sabay nandiyan ulit. Ang shit. :( Smelbrop ytiroirefni. PROMISE. It's everywhere. At ang malala pa dun is gusto ko nanamang "tumakas". Okay, emo nanaman pero gets, I can't be happy forever. Things are really turning out bad, promise. :( I don't have problems with others, problema ko ata to sa sarili ko.

Ay nako. :( On the brighter side of things, my QT grades were okay/weird. :l Yeah, more of weird. I should be mourning for some, (EHEM CHEM) but I'm kinda rejoicing for the others. OKAY. :l SEE EVEN MY GRADES ARE NOT CONSISTENT!!! Labo biglang ganun.

Ang shit lang talaga tapos kanina pang umaga, napagalitan pa ako. Omaygad call me mababaw and everything pero naiiyak talaga ako pag naalala ko yung pagalit sakin ni Ms. Herrero. Kasi grabe talaga, ngayon lang ulit ako napagalitan ng ganun since when...grade 4? Grabe. Sabi ba naman niya, "Do you want me to kick you out?" GAGO!!! Omg sorry for the explicit content ah pero grabe. :( Parang yun na yung turning point eh. Ang shit na ng lahat, wala pa akong left-handed chair tapos "do you want me to kick you out?". GRABE. Sabay nung nakita niya si Ms. Hebron saksakan ng ingay mukang gago. Hipokrita. Nalulungkot lang talaga ako. Anong problema niya?! So wala, bagsak na nga yung Lab stuff ko, tapos ganun pa. Sige ano pa? Keep it coming. Oo at nagkeep it coming nga. Si Ms. jose naman, dahil sa reply slip. Eh anong magagawa ko? Wala nga akong magulang eh!

Tapos yung dress. OMAYGAD. Buweiset. Bahala na. May iba dun sa design, I think. Hay nako pangit na yun. Yung designer nalang magsuot. Peste.

I just wish I could've been more. Yuk emo shiet. I'm just thankful to the people who make emo seem not so bad. Hug. >:D< Hay nako. :(

I swear. I would love to get out of AA, ASAP. :l

IP DEFENSE

2007-01-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

FINALLY IT'S OVAH! Haha! That report that everyone dreads yearly. Haha! Grabe, isang malaking imbento yung mga sagot ko dun. Well the things that I said were true, nagimbento nalang ako ng relasyon nun sa question ni Ms. Buti nalang pala naaalala ko pa yung mga nabasa kong research nung dating-dati pa! HAHA! OH WELL. Thank you nalang talaga Lord. Wala si Ms. Herrero at naging okay ang lahat. :)

Grabe naiinis nako sa dress na yan. ANG TAGAAAAL! Ang mahal na, ang tagal pa nakakainis. My fitting supposedly should've been today eh wala yung designer! Dapat nung saturday pa nga eh! Haha! Demanding ba? Eh kasi naman, gusto ko na makita eh. Mamaya pala yung kinalabasan hindi ko gusto. :l Tsk minsan-minsan na nga lang ako magsusuot ng ganun eh! Haha! Naasar talaga. Tsk kasi naman eh!

Tapos yung log! :o Next week na yung prom at feeling ko parang ang dami pang gagawin kasi wala pa yung cartons etc tapos ang hirap pa maghanap ng paint kasi ang mahal. O_O Tuloy hindi ako mapakali pag hindi ako nagpapaint, gumugupit or anything related to log. Haha. Hindi na mapakali pag idle. Haha! Hay anywaaays.

Upcat results were released yesterday tapos sina Grazielle at 8Mile nakapasa!!! Congrats!!! :D

Benta

2007-01-21T11:06:00.000+08:00

I should've never tried to squeeze myself in a space I never fitted in in the first place. :l Oh well! Now I can't get out of it. Anywaaaays. Benta. I tried answering that upcat reviewer given to us during the review class. Score ko sa General Science, GENERAL na yan ah: 12/28. The heeeck?! Hahaha! Wala pa sa kalahati eh. Grabe ano nang kahihinatnan ko nyan sa upcat? Haha! Eh kasi I understand the questions at naalala kong naturo samin eh ang problema, hindi ko na maalala yung sagot. Haha! Patay. Bahala na si Lord.

Defense na bukas! Lord have mercy on thee. Haha! Sobrang walang kwenta IP namin this year. At least last year may meaning, may purpose. Eh ngayon, for the sake of having an IP nalang eh. :l WHATEVER. Ang nakakatawa pa is 5 na nga lang kami, nabawasan pa ng isa so, 4 nalang kami. Goodluck! Haha! Benta. Ngyeh kaya yan. :)

Anyways, the prom's nearing at ang labo na ng nangyayari sa Log. Tsk tsk. Oh noes. :l

Ang Weird

2007-01-17T07:20:00.000+08:00

I've been quite touchy lately at lahat ng sinasabi niya kahit sobrang babaw or petty, whatever, naiinis ako. Well naiinis ako pero after a while, I shrug it off. Bad. Trip. Probably she doesn't notice considering the fact that she's so insensitive. I'm just surprised that up to now I'm still not used to it. Haha. Oh well. :l I just don't know why I'm still trying to put up with her. Ang komplikado niya kasi kasama eh. :l Tss.

Anywaaays, bonding with Melinda yesterday was a blast. Benta, biglaan kasi eh. Ngayon lang ulit ako nakatawa ng ganun. Haha! I'll post the pictures some other time. I swear, being with Melinda's like going back to Grade 1. Hindi ka mag-aalala na magpaka-prim and proper. Tsaka we just realized yesterday, we're so immature! Haha! Sabi ni Melinda, pag sa college daw for sure magiging seryoso (prim and proper) na. Sabi ko, "eh pano kung may makilala kang isa pang sher sa college, babalik ka sa dati. HAHA". Aww, college. Labo biglang nalungkot. Haha! Basta benta yung bonding session ko with her yesterday. Sobrang laughtrip. Haha! Sobrang saya makasama ang isang tao na "anything goes" and pakiramdam. For an afternoon I forgot all of my worries and went back to being a kid again. Haha! I love thee Melinda. :)

Krisis

2007-01-11T00:11:00.001+08:00

Every now and then nagkakakrisis ako. Kris is Aquino. Ngyeh. Haha! And shiyet do I hate crises. It takes a while for me to get back to normal. Most of the time, because of trying to get out of one crisis, I get soooo frustrated that it just makes it a whole lot worse. Naghihirap nanaman ako. Oh well. Benta, nung unang days ng taon, sobrang inspired ako, ngayon sobrang lanta nako. Haha. My inspiration's rotting. Haha! Oh well. I know I'll be back to normal soon...I hope. :l

Pano kaya to? I guess I should think twice about really pursuing medicine. Ngayon HS palang ganito na, pano pa kaya sa college? Makaka-survive pa kaya ako sa lagay na to? :\

At oo, isang malaking OO. Pressure will always be DIRECTLY PROPORTIONAL to Temperature, according to Mr. Gay You suck, oops, Lussac pala. Haha!

Dagdag pa yang dress na yan argh. :l

Di, kaya yan. :)

Gluttony

2007-01-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

Sorry Lord sorry na talaga for overeating!!! Grabe hindi ko na kaya to. I'm currently suffering the aftermaths of overeating at grabe, natatakot na ako kumain. :l I feel like vomiting every time. BLAME IT ALL ON THOSE INIHAW NA LIEMPO! Ang sarap kasi eh. Hehe. :)

So first day of the school-year was okay. Still trying to stick to my resolutions although ang hirap. :l Anyways, weird, paranoid lang siguro ako ng...SOBRA. :l Isang maliit na bagay lang, and even if it's so petty, hindi na talaga ako mapakali. Sana nakakabasa nalang ako ng mga thoughts or whatever para lang naman hindi na ako napaparanoia ng ganito. Tsk. :l

OH WELLY. Haha. Whuuut. Yey it's new year and I'm sooo inspired. Yuk shurrup. I'll make the most out of it!!! Heehee! Although yung ibang test na medyo pinabayaan ko from last year, wala na tayong magagawa dun. :l BAWI NALANG THIS YEAR!!! Hehe! :D Saya ko eh no. Well, it's one of my new year's resolutions. :)

New Year Post

2007-01-01T11:13:00.000+08:00

Merry new year!!! Haha. Goodbye 2006, you were a very bad year! Hello 2007, hope you'll be a better year than the last. :)

Bagong taon na and yeah, I've set some resolutions for myself:

1. I'll clean up my JURASSIC ROOM and try to be friggin NEAT from now on. :l
2. Lessen my YM hours. HAHA!
3. Bawasan ang pang-aasar sa mga tao at ang pagiging pilosopo/corney.
4. Be more friggin responsible, especially with money!
5. SAVE SAVE SAVE!!! Stop spending, spending and spending. Haha.
6. Bawas-bawasan narin ang lakwatsa.
7. Be more optimistic! Haha.
and of course...hindi ba mawawala ang
8. STUDY HARDER! Haha!

So I guess I'll give this year a shot and open up my eager eyes, cause I'm Ms. Brightside. Labo! Hahaha! Well it's always up to us whether to make this year a better one than the last. Luck can only take us so far and then it's up to us to make it happen. Naks. Haha! Basta, I hope this year will be a better one for me since last year was really weird. Haha! A lot of things happened and most of the experiences that I remember from the last year were bad ones. :l Haha! I've learned a lot of lessons last year THE HARD WAY so I guess I won't be repeating the same mistakes ever again. :) New year na and it's time for good changes. It's the start of something new. HAHA! So there, hello 2007, ADIOS 2006! :)

edit ~
So I cleaned up my room for my new year's resolution. I came across some of the things that reminded me of the PAST. My disgusting PAST. Potek. Kadiri talaga. I couldn't re-read all of the shit that I wrote before regarding that. :l I was really disgusting. Shit talaga. Eww. Haha! Nung tinitingnan ko yung mga yun, naisip ko, "Omaygad sher, you're making me gag. :l". Hindi ko lang maintindihan kung bakit before hindi ko pa narealize kung gaano ako ka-disgusting. :l Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit hindi ako nakokonsyensya dati. OH WELL. At least now I know it's freakin' disgusting. Haha! And it's all part of the past now. Thank you nalang talaga dun sa kapangalan ng cookie ni Melinda. Kung hindi dahil sa kanya, siguro hindi ako nagbago or something, kahit na sobrang sama niya! Haha! Di seryosoly, dahil sa kanya talaga naka-get over ako dun sa kalokohan ko na yun. Tama si Tala...you just need to find the right person. HAHA! Well, all of us have our own dirty little secret, and this one is mine. HAHA!

Dear Sher,

2006-12-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

The Editors of The International Library of Photography were thrilled to inform you that your photograph was bestowed the prestigious Editor's Choice Award because of your artistic accomplishments and unique perspective--characteristics found in the most noteworthy photographic works. To further commemorate this prestigious achievement we have elected you to receive the 2006 Editor's Choice Published Photographer Ribbon Award Pin.

Huwaaaw...sabay...

To take advantage of this special offer to commemorate your exceptional photographic talents, simply go here. This exclusive pin is only $19.95, plus shipping and handling. If you wish to send us your order by mail, please include a copy of this email and your completed order form to receive this special offer.

Remember the photography contest that I "won" during the summer? Nag-email sila. Welll NGYEH. Kainin nyo pin nyo! Haha. Hello, 20 dollars yan...hmm, do the math. Basta mahal! Hahaha. :))

I'll buy, be cool!

2006-12-30T10:39:00.000+08:00

We went there and stayed for a few days for Tito Nonoy's wedding. Peste, abay ako so napa-gown ako ng wala sa oras. :l Eto lang, I HATE MAKE-UP! Allergic talaga ako sa make-up...or maybe that's what I think. Haha! Basta, never ako naging comfortable sa mga blush-on at eye-shadow. Nakakamot ko muka ko eh, so naghahalo-halo na lahat. Hehe. :) Tapos nakakaiyak pa yung amoy nung spraynet shiyet. O_o Mabango pero yung hindi ko gustong bango. Haha! Tapos yung high-heels pa, pagtanggal ko nung paa ko, wow, maga. Haha! Never na talaga ako natuto maglakad with high-heels. Forever na yata akong magfflats. :l Poor me. Haha! Basta, I hate those stuff. Lalo na yung make-up. Nagmumuka akong Uncle Fester sa make-up. Pano kaya pag prom na eh no. Sorry ka-date. Wala pa sa kalahati ng gabi, lusaw na muka ko. Haha.

So yun, we stayed at the Ocampo ancestral house where my mom and her siblings all grew up and mhan did I experience a lot! Haha! Mahirap sa probinsya, pero masaya! Haha. Mahirap kasi helloooo, total detachment from gadgets kasi walang internet (which means NO YM!:o), walang TV, thank God nalang for cellphone and mp3. Mahirap kasi jurassic and lugar at ang washroom (lalo na kung maselan ka sa washroom). Mahirap kasi wala kang maintindihan kasi they speak a different dialect. It's not at all easy to adapt to your surroundings even if you are only to stay for a few days. It's hard to detach yourself from gadgets when you've relied your total entertainment on it. I swear, mahirap talaga, pero masaya! Haha! Masaya kasi you're experiencing something out of the ordinary and masaya kasi I got to see my long lost relatives again. Haha! Ang cute ng pinsan kong bata, si Carlo. Kasi we were eating at McDo, eh Ate Malou ordered a Sundae for herself. Eh Carlo was having a tantrum since he wanted the Sundae. Eh si Ate Malou napikon so sabi niya:

AM: Sige, mamili ka! Yung Sundae o uuwi na kami ng Manila mamaya?
Carlo: Eh! Sige na nga...sayo na.

Aww! Ayaw nya talaga kami umuwi ng Manila. Kaya nung umalis talaga kami kagabi, grabe, awang awa ako sa kanya kasi he was crying his eyes out. :l Pero well, we had to leave. Ganun din naman daw ako nung bata ako eh. Hehe!

I also saw Albay by the way. Wala ka nang green na makikita dun. Tapos yung ibang bahay dun, kalahati nalang yung kita kasi yung kalahati, nalubog na sa putik. The rice fields are gone and so are the palaisdaans. Wala talaga, ruins talaga tapos lahat pa ng puno kalbo so go figure. :l Sobrang nakakalungkot yung itsura. :( I wanted to take pictures of the ruins pero medyo nahiya narin ako. :l Cameras are supposed to take pictures of happy memories eh yun, nakakahiya lang talaga picturean. Haha! Ano ba, nawalan na sila't lahat-lahat sabay pipicturean mo pa yung kawalan nila at ilalagay mo sa deviantart. Haha! :l Oh well, at least the Mayon's still there! Haha! Benta kasi yung isa kong pinsan, taga-Albay siya. Eh he was staying in Manila during the typhoon. Nasa eastwood pa pala siya nung oras na yung pamilya niya tumatakbo na papunta ng bundok para hindi malunod sa putik. :l Okay! Haha! Saya niya dito eh. Haha! Thank God na nga lang at wala sa pamilya namin ang nadamay ng bagyo. :)

So yun. I'm back balakubak. Hello YM, hello multiply, hello friendster, hello SCHOOL WORK and hello IP. Tapos na ang masasayang araw so back to work. :))

Pass ko

2006-12-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

Goodbye for a while. Haha! As if naman ang tagal kong mawawala. Well wala ata akong access sa internet for a week sooo... :l

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! :D Thank you for coming and saving us! Hehe. :)
Merry Christmas guys, spread love like liver spread. Pass ko, love ko. Okay ang labo.

We went to SM Megamall a while ago and meygawd. ANG DAMING TAO. As in masakit sa ulo na maraming tao. Iba't-ibang amoy ang maaamoy mo at grabe, parang ang ffreak nung mga tao sa SM kanina. Haha. Kung san-san kami nakakakita ng mga PDA-ers. Haha. Katakot. We had to buy shoes for my tito's wedding kasi so sinabay narin namin ang pagtingin ng mga dress para sa prom.

Pesteng prom na to. Ang daming problemang dinadala. Haha! Wala pa akong idea para sa dress and I don't know kung saan ako magpapatahi. :( HELP ME!!! I need help. The heck, hindi talaga ako mahilig sa mga damit-damit so malamang anong alam ko sa mga dress-dress. :l Haha!

Anyways, there. Christmas was okay. Not THAT fun since my parents weren't here but that's okay. Hehe. Hindi ko pa pala nakakausap mom ko tungkol sa petsa. Napakilala ko na sa tita ko and everything went well THANK GOD. Haha. Kasi kung hindi, mhan ayoko pumayag sa set-up. Set-up's as bad as going stag so stag nalang. Sabay deer. Ngyeh. Haha! Thanks a lot sa aking petsa at pumayag siya na magpakilala at siya ay good shot. Haha! Tita ko nalang ata ang kailangang kumausap sa mom ko para payagan ako. Haha. :) Sus naman, it's just the prom for crying out loud. Hindi ako ikakasal okay. Tsaka they need not worry. As if. Haha! Buti nalang yung inimbita ko kaibigan talaga kasi kung hindi ko kaibigan yun, wala, set-up talaga. Hindi ako papayagan LALO na sa pahanap no. :l Thank you talaga kay petsa. (pizza? ay:) I'm forever in debt to you. Haha!

So yun. Enough about that. :l OH NO CHRISTMAS IS OVER! Tapos na ang maliligayang araw!!! Well malapit na ang New Year so time for new resolutions na eventually hindi rin matutupad. Haha! At oras na ulit para magtatalon kahit na hindi naman gumagana. Haha. Btw, isang taon nang stagnant ang aking growth. Forever na ata akong 5 feet and 1/2. :l Oh well. Kunwari nalang petite...hindi rin eh. Haha!

I'm going to Bicol tomorrow. Memorieeees! Haha. Kaso talaga, wala talagang buhay dun. As in walang TV, walang radyo, walang INTERNET, walang entertainment! Haha. Grabe. Hindi kaya ng walang internet eh no. Oh well. *shrugs*

So how am I to end this entry? Ngyeh. Toodles. :))

I HEART LIAM AIKEN!

2006-12-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

Haha AMBADUY. I'm currently watching A Series of Unfortunate Events and meygawd, LIAM AIKEN IS SO GOOD-LOOKING!!!! HAHAHA! Pero seriously, if all the nerds in the world looked like Liam Aiken, then, <3.

A Sto - rey

2006-12-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

Once there was a little girl who loved eating cakes...a lot (no, this is not another cake story). Anyways, one day as the girl was going home, she passed by a bakeshop and saw a very be-a-u-tiful cake na as in, WOW SARAP. The girl wanted to buy it but it was too expensive so the girl decided to save up for it. The little girl would really not eat just to save her money for the cake she wanted. Finally, after years of saving up, she finally had the money to be able to buy the cake so she bought it and enjoyed eating it a lot.

So the after a few days, naubos yung cake. Sortah na-addict pa nga siya dun sa cake. Haha. Well anyways, after finishing up the cake, na-ospital yung girl and she got sick of food poison. :l Okay, panis pala yung cake. HAHA! Pauso. Well basta yun! Na-food poison siya. Eh since she was a little girl, sobra yung naging epekto nung food poison sa kanya because her immune system was still weak...so she nearly died. HAHA. Another pauso (Pwede ba yun?:l). Well kunwari nalang okay. Haha. Muntikan na siyang mamatay kasi ang tagal bago na-diagnose yung sakit niya (let's say this happened nung unang panahon. HAHA!) So yun. She nearly died but eventually and thankfully naagapan kahit papano pero ever since that sickness, the little girl's health was weakened forever. Since then, the girl never took a single bite of any cake!!! Haha. Yun nga, natrauma na siya. She'll never eat a single cake ever AGAIN. Hindi lang dahil sa natrauma siya but because of all the things that caused her to be so ill, it was the cake that she saved up so much for and enjoyed. She swore to stay away from cakes for the rest of her life. Ngyek. Haha!

Seriously. Basta, I'll never forget those sentences...ever. Some things can never be undone and some things can never be unsaid. Those words will be forever engraved on my heart. (peste emo nanaman. pero totoo talaga.)

2006-12-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

Bagong rule sa blog: Bawal maging EMO. Yek. Eh kasi naman no, binasa ko ulit lahat ng entry ko dati. 95% ng mga entry ko emo. Haha. Tama na. Masyado nakong pessimistic. :))

Haha sobrang sarap talaga ng HERSHEY'S DARK CHOCOLATE PARE. Haha. Grabe, nakakamatay talaga na sarap. :D Thank you CAY!!! >:D<

Yipee

2006-12-21T08:40:00.000+08:00

Isang malaking tinik na may thorns ang kakabunot lang sa akin kagabi. HAHA! Finally I'm over those hell minutes, hell hours and hell days. Haha. :) I think I'm back to normal! Haha.

I certainly don't want to go through that ever, ever, ever...gotesco. Joke. Ever again. :l Haha!

Isa nalang. Well it's quite petty so I really don't care. Haha, ang sama. Eh saksakan naman kasi ng babaw eh. Sobrang babaw niya para siyang si Julius Babao. Ngyeh. Haha. Seriously, this person had a point pero sobrang babaw lang talaga. Haha. Oh well, this person's still a friend sooo... :l

Harhar. I think I'm going to have a happy Christmas after all kahit na ubos na pera ko sa kakabili ng mga regalo at wala dito ang parents ko. :) Funny, my mom thought that I went to a party last night that's why she was so mad when I got home. It's a vigil for crying out louuud!!! Haha! Sinong magulang ang magagalit dahil nagpaka-banal na ang kanyang anak? Haha. Well yun. Akala niya I went to a party which lasted 'till morning. Sorry, I'm no party animal. Haha.

Deym, I forgot to bring home my books. Tsk. I won't be able to study this Christmas break.

Well anyways, yeeeey. Saya talaga. :) --- UY! Hindi emo ang entry ko! Haha. :))

My IP PARTNER

2006-12-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

Underline the partner three times. Haha! I don't feel like I have any other groupmate besides Zarah. Zarah, I don't know what would have happened if you weren't my groupmate. Haha!

We had another meeting a while ago and guess what, kami 2 lang nanaman. WELL WHAT'S NEW?! Haha. Thanks a lot, "groupmates". All of you were of great help! Haha. :)

Well anyways, Zarah and I have been groupmates eversince we were in first year and I can say we've been through thick and thin (regarding IPs). Haha. I don't know what will happen if she's not my groupmate next year. Probably maninibago talaga ako kasi wala na akong IP partner! Haha.

We also reminisced a while ago our Neem days when we tried to catch mosquitoes in the middle of the night, made freakingly weird plastic gloves and inhaled shit-smelling Neem extract. Haha. We did all of those together and oh, that Biotrip Scrapbook din pala. Sa dalas ng punta ko sa kanila, pati aso nila kilala na ako. Haha! As long as she's my groupmate, okay lang na walang kwenta groupmates ko kasi I just realized a while ago that we can do it together. Haha! :)) *if we hold on...together. I know our dreams will never die.* Ngye. Haha! In fact, we did the whole IP paper a while ago (except probably the introduction). She's a very reliable person and I'm thankful for having her as my groupmate. NUKS. Haha. I'm looking forward to our next IP meeting which I predict kaming dalawa lang nanaman. Hahaha. :)) Oh well. Saya kasi ng iba naming groupmates this year eh. Haha!

Anyways, I already have a deviantart! --> http://amihilikus.deviantart.com Haha! I have a new dream you see. I want to become a NatGeo Photographer someday. I still want to become a doctor but yeah, I'll be a NatGeo photographer. Haha! :)

AND SO I MADE ANOTHER MISTAKE

2006-12-01T08:46:00.000+08:00

Hay nako Sher, kelan ka ba matututo? Ang galing mo kasi eh! Galing galing! *clap clap*

:( I'm sorry. I have a lot of sickness you see. Sakit ko ang pagiging tamad. Sakit ko ang pagiging insensitive at sakit ko rin ang pagiging manhid kahit sobra sobra na ang pang-aasar ko. Grr. I hate my flawes. I'm not worth anything. (emo.)

Bagsakan quizzes ko at hindi pa ako nag-aaral ng anything. Well I've read a little pero mga 10% palang ng kelangan kong basahin. UT1 test week na next week and I haven't done anything. Yaay Sher you're doing so good. Our IP's crap and we haven't practiced anything yet for the Boogie! Hahaha SAYA! AYOKO NA.

I don't know how I will keep my spirits up. Parang nakakatamad na lahat. Consecutive days pa ang walang pasok so, LALONG NAKAKATAMAD. ANG SAYA KASI EH. Sana talaga summer na, as in Summer Vacation. I'm really pining for rest now although I've been experiencing a lot of it. SLOTH GAHH. And now I'm currently dreading our IP defense. There's nothing to defend FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Our IP's a crap na wala manlang objectives or whatever. It's trash. Mas-okay pa sana yung last year. At least yun, nagkataon na nagwork. Imbento lang yun eh pero we were able to defend it. Eh ngayon, hindi ko nalang alam. Tsh. Pwede bang isagot nalang lahat kay Ms. Hebron, "Eh ms, ikaw naman ang nagbigay ng IP topic na to eh. It's not our fault it failed!" :l Eh hindi pwede eh. Ayoko nang isipin pero sa Dec. 18 na and draft ng IP paper. GOODLUCK NALANG SA AKIN.

Tama na ang ~~boys, prom at soiree~~. ARAL MUNA. - pero boys muna daw sabi ni Nika. Tsk tsk. Bring back the Nika Gonzales that I knew!!! Haha. Joke. :P

So yun. Sige, hindi ako magoonline hanggang Sunday evening. Let's check kung may disiplina pa ako at malakas pa ang aking mind over matter. :l

2006-11-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko gets kung bakit kami nag-iyakan nung nagtsismisan kami sa McDo. :l

Haha. Hindi ko talaga gets kung bakit kami naiyak. We were talking about a sensitive topic kasi eh naluha nako, sabay si Melinda tapos si Mikki, humagulhol na. Haha. Saya kasi eh. Pagkatapos nun, we all laughed so hard kasi sobrang labo kung bakit kami naiyak tapos nasa McDo pa talaga kami eh. Haha. Parang sobrang inappropriate. Anyways...

There's nothing better than talking your heart out with your friends. Haha! We talked about a lot of things a while ago and hell yeah, I kept my mouth shut about it. HAHA. Baka kasi magalit si Beasty eh. Haha. *wink* Well anyways...hell days are starting again. Pero okay lang. Kung kaya nila, KAYA KO RIN!!! Haha.

Anyways, everyone's panicking about the prom. Wala pa daw kasi silang promdates. Well, kahit na meron na ako, parang...hindi ko alam. I think I made a wrong move. Para kasing nagkaroon kami ng gap nung inask ko. Feeling ko pagdating na nung prom...sobrang laki na nung gap na hindi ko na siya makakausap ng matino. Haha. Siya kasi eh. Nakakainis kasi siya LALO na nung sa fair. GRAR. Parang siya pa yung nagalit. TSHH YOU!!! *sabay nabasa niya to* Haha. Well probably hindi naman niya to mababasa kasi hopefully, di niya alam yung url. HAHA. Anyways, bahala siya sa buhay nya. Haha. He's the dude here, not me. :l

2006-11-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

Isang malaking random thought. Haha. Ever since I was a kid, I've been wondering what's the answer to this question. Haha. Sige nga, kapag may nakapagbigay ng sagot na convincing para sakin, ililibre ko. :) *anong ililibre ko? Secreeet! :) Haha.

Diba, there's this cliche that we often say if there's someone who's confused about love, "follow your heart..." Eh what if, the one that your heart wants to follow wants to follow his or her own heart eh iba yung love niya? Pano yun? Haha. Okay ang labo. Haha. Basta yun. Kapag may nakasagot, eh di masaya kasi ililibre ng *seeecreeeet!* Haha!

Okay, the school fair's over. I have to say it was okay. I didn't enjoy that much pero pwede na. Hehe. BACK TO REALITY. BACK TO SCHOOL WORK!!!

p.s.
Now I understand what Ms. Health said na may mga tao na kapag sa unang tingin hindi maganda/gwapo but once you get used to their face, you'll realize that he/she looks nice rin naman pala. Haha.

2006-11-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

It should have been Laurie. :(

UY GRABE. Call me pathetic, stupid, corny, geeky, loser, weird or whatever word related to those pero talaga, NALULUNGKOT AKO. Haha. Yeah weird yo. I still have this "hangover" that I get whenever I watch a movie or read a book that's really really good. Nalulungkot talaga ako na hindi nagkatuluyan si Jo at Laurie! *SIGE NA PAGTAWANAN NA!!!* Haha. Eh kasi talaga, I swear I'm really really disappointed. Everytime I read a line concerning Laurie giving up on Jo, grabe nalulungkot talaga ako!!! :( Grabe ano ba yan Sher!!! Halatang walang buhay eh no. Eh kasi talaga...nakakadisappoint. I won't elaborate na...sobrang weird na ng labas ko eh. Basta, NALULUNGKOT AKO. :( I hate that book...although maganda siya...except those parts!!! :l

Edit ~

Seating arrangements were changed today. AWW I'M GOING TO MISS CZA!!! :( See?! Kahit naman ka-close ko yung katabi ko, hindi naman kami masyadong maingay ah!!! It's just the bad reputation that I have when it comes to seating arrangements. :l

2006-11-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Uy! In fairyness...I haven't updated my blog for around 6 days now. I don't have tiiime! Haha. Tsaka nakakatamad and I've been updating our Little Women website instead of my own. :l check it out yo, http://www.threethreelw.blogspot.com

Anyways, what has been happening lately? I don't know...ANG BORING NG BUHAY KO NGAYON SERIOUSLY. HAHA. See?! I don't even having anything to talk about. I'm so bored and being bored doesn't really mean you don't have anything to do. I'm bored because I'm not enjoying much of what I've been doing lately, kaya boring, kaya burden. O_O Ang boring. Nakakatamad.

Anyways...AY!!! I have something to talk about pala. LITTLE WOMEN!!! Haha. Sorry I sound quite geeky but seriously, it's a really nice movie and a really nice book. LAURIE MY LOVE. Haha. Kinikilig. Dapat talaga sila nagkatuluyan ni Jo eh. Buweiset ang nagkatuluyan yung matandang Bhaer na yun na wala bang itsura. Haha. Galit na galit eh no...Chill. Haha. Anyways, really, I need sleep. School is not a place for sleeping. Haha.

So yun. Our fair's near btw. November 24-25, 2006. :D Please do come at kung bibili man ng tickets, ehem... Haha. :D

2006-11-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

New Sem's Resolution

I definitely need to change my ways. My ways are rotten and will just keep on bringing me down.

1. I will pass all requirements from now on even though it all looks like crap.
2. I will be neat from now on. Aayusin ko na gamit ko.
3. I will stop using the internet all night long during school days.
4. I will learn to listen and PARTICIPATE SA CLASS.

GRABE. I SUCKED THIS QUARTER. MY GRADES SUCKED ASS I TELL YOU. Ang pangit talaga ng grades ko. As in. Kelangan ko nang magbago. My grades went down compared to my 1st quarter grades. I WILL IMPROVE THIS QUARTER. PROMISE.

2006-11-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

I really love watching Desperate Housewives although I seldom see it because of school. I watched a few this sembreak and I got a hold of this line said by the narrator...

"To lose control is to put your fate in the hands of others...and what can be more dangerous?"

Haha. :P Anyways...school's starting tomorrow!!! CRAAAP!!! I don't want to go to school yet. I don't want to get sabaw all over again and arrive home looking for some caffeine to prepare me to stay up all night. O_O Ayoko talaga. I'm looking forward to the Christmas break now. Haha. :) AY OMAYGAD, ibabalik na nga pala yung test results pagbalik sa school. I'm dead!!! *bang* Sobrang crap na ng pagsagot ko sa tests nung QT. I swear. I'm DEAD!!! Oh well, whatever.

2006-11-02T18:12:00.000+08:00

The hell.

I'll never stalk again. Nabubuking eh. :l Lumalabas na para akong walang magawa sa buhay...which is true. Labo sabay ganun. HAHA. Joke. Di, never na talaga. :l

Dahil sa walang magawa...I got this from Nina's blog. :)

1. anong brand ng suot mong tshirt ngayon? uhh, penshoppe
2. anong oras na? 9:20am
3. ano favorite mong gawin pag bored? internet or matulog
4. ano pinapakinggan mo ngaun? How deep is your love!!! - Bee Gees HAHA. :D
5. anong nararamdaman mo ngayon? naiinitan :l
6. anong gagawin mo pag may sumuntok sayo ngwalang reason? sasapakin ko siya...ng MASMALAKAS. >:)
7. anong itsura mo pag nalalasing? I dunno...I never got drunk.
8. anong gagawin mo pag nakakuha ka ngPhp1000 sa kalsada? Bigay sa Sacrifice can. Di kaya ng konsyensya ko. :))
9. anong balak mong gawin tomorrow? matulog. O_o
1o. anong brand ng huling sapatos na sinuot mo? Uhh, bench. :))
11.kelan ka huling sumakay ng van/fx/taxi? Uhh, I dunno. I don't pay attention to these infos. O_o
12. kelan ka huling nakakita ng multo? Uh, di ko na maalala. :))
13. umaakyat ka ba sa bubong ng bahay nyo? No but I want to try. :D
14. marunong ka bang lumangoy? Of course, golf course
16. ano huli mong kinain? Burger Patties
17. nakasakay ka na ba ng cyclone loop sa starcity? Nope.
18. madalas ka bang makita sa baywalk? Nah.
19. nakakanta ka na ba sa videoke bar? No.
2o. nakapasok ka na ba sa UP Diliman? Yep.
22. makulet ka bang tao? HAHA! Sa tingin mo? :>
23. magaganda ba kanta ni babyface? Ano bang kanta nya? :l
24. e ng destiny's child? Okay laaang...*shrugs*
25. naexperience mo na ba na maglakad habangumuulan? Oo naman
26. magaling ka ba magscrabble? Depends if I'm feeling comptetitive. :))
27.mahilig ka ba sa movies ni jackie chan? Hindi masyado
29.kelan ka huling namili sa sm? Tagal naaa.
3o. anong gagawin mo pag may biglang humalik sayo na hindi mo kilala? Sasapakin ko siya hanggang sa magdugo yung muka niya. >:)
31. describe mo nga mga friends mo..? Indescribable. :P
32. may nagregalo ba sau nung bday mo? Oo. :D

2006-10-22T11:27:00.000+08:00

Ang freaky.

Okay I had this dream. I can't remember my whole dream but what I remember was that, my electric guitar got soaked, and I held hands with someone at the mall. I came across this site which interprets your dreams and freaky enough, TOTOO YUNG MEANING!!! HAHA.

Guitar
To see an unstrung or broken guitar, signifies disappointments in love.

Hand
To dream that you are holding hands with someone, represents your connection with that person. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch with him/her or that you are drifting apart.

Go figure who I held hands with at the mall in my dream. Haha. :))

2006-10-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

It could have been us.

There was this guy and a girl who were best buds since they were kids. As time went by, the two began to fall in love with each other. Time came when the guy had to migrate to another country. The day before the guy was about to leave, he told the girl,

Guy: "Since tomorrow I'm leaving, I'll tell you a secret. I'm in love with a girl, it's just that she doesn't know."

This made the girl really sad, thinking that the guy loved another girl so she said,

Girl: "Me too, I'm in love with a person but he loves someone else..."

This made the guy really sad, thinking that the girl loved another guy.

Tomorrow came and the guy had to leave. At the airport, the two bade each other goodbye coldly, thinking about what happened the day before.

9 years went by and the two grew apart. One day, the girl got an invitation from the guy and it told her about his wedding. The girl decided to go but not to the wedding but to the reception. On the way, she received a phone call. The person told her to no longer go to the reception and just go by his house the next day. The girl asked why and the person told her, "He died on a car crash on the way to his wedding."

After the funeral, the mother of the guy gave her his diary. She began to read it and she learned that he was in love with her all along and that the guy started the diary the day after he left to migrate. The last entry was the night before his wedding. The guy wrote in his last entry...

"Tomorrow I'm going to get married...

I just thought... it could have been us."

Call me a freak and all but that entry really made me teary. Haha. It was sooo sad! Funny but yeah, I really felt ... :((. Sorry na, sissy eh. Haha. Funnier thing was that when my friend told the story again, naiyak nanaman ako. How about that?! Haha. I couldn't get over the story. *sigh sigh sigh* Oh well. *shrugs*

2006-10-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

October 19 sucked ass. (sorry for the word but it's the best description there is)

I hated that day like TOOT. Haha. Grabe, everything within that day went wrong. As in! All of the exams I took sucked especially Algebra. Deym, grabe talaga yung Algebra. Ever since I was in first year, Algebra na talaga yung nagpapaiyak sa akin when it comes to grades. GAHH. Isa pa yung English na yan!!! I have to repeat my soliloquy (solilokwi? :l) in front of Ms. Lesbo. Grabe wala na. O_O I need this weekend, matutulog talaga ako ng mahaba para sa Monday, hindi ko na alam. Haha. Labo.

2006-10-15T06:54:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE KNOW. THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
There's a big difference. :l

It's only now that I've accepted that backstabbing is a part of life. Grabe. Haha. Oh well. All of us have people stabbing or backs and we cannot do anything about it and we can never get rid of them. Ang labo rin naman eh. When we're confronted, we say "ang taklesa naman". When we're backstabbed, plastic ang labas. So either way, both are quite the same. So okay, go ahead. Stab my back. If what they are doing have been literal, siguro tidbits na yung backbones ko. Yak. Haha! Nyaha. People leave and sometimes it's better they don't come back. Mwahaha. >:)

Anyways, pinoproblema nung summer? Yeah, I was there then. Now it doesn't look like a problem to me. Mutual naman na eh diba? Haha. ENJOY. You seem happy. I don't want to be an obstacle. Sorry talaga but that's the ONE thing that I can never support you at. Let's just forget please please?! I've forgotten my grudges lalong lalo na nung I felt used at times. I FORGOT THOSE even if I think I don't yet understand. Kaya please, just let go of me. You're giving yourself burden and stop sharing to others when you yourself don't yet understand. I don't want to explain anymore. We'd end up compromising. Kaya please lang, for the sake of those good times I can't even remember, forget. PLEASE JUSTINE. Please. :(

Anyways, watched Sinta last night. I liked Hervacio better. I was quite dragged by the play and I'm really not into those cheesy shiznits anyways. Haha. Pero okay rin naman. Ang cute nung pader. Nakakatuwa. Haha.

GAH. She asked. I have doubts. :l Hmm, aral muna tayo ng Chemistry. Wala ata kasi kami nun eh. HAHA.

P.S.
Emo ng blog ko ah. haha. :))

2006-10-13T17:06:00.000+08:00

My greatest wish: World Peace

Grabe. I can smell the hostility right under my nose. As in. I'm getting tired of people looking at me coldly and...basta. I'm just tired of all the hostility. At first I was able to ignore it. Now, hindi na talaga. I just want those people to vanish from my life. Life's so complicated and hard whenever I see them. Pakikipaglaban nga naman talaga ay batas ng buhay, according to Elias. Pero ang hirap din eh. There's just those people whom you can NEVER get along with kahit anong pilit. Nag-fuse pa ata sila eh. People love fusing nga naman.

Si Girl number 1: She's saying she's SO MAD. I can't even remember why she is. I had forgotten my grudge and I was ready to start over. Why wasn't she? I couldn't even remember why we fought in the first place. I've thrown those all into the bin. Why can't things fix themselves? I refuse to talk about it with her. We'd end up compromising and that would make it worse. Besides, I don't want to talk to someone whose look gives me the chills. I'll just let time heal it. Kaso ang hirap rin eh. We have the same friends. :l Oh well. Bayaan na siya. I've forgotten my grudge and I've let go of the burden. It's time for her to do so. Unless siguro sobrang unforgivable nung nagawa ko whatever that was kaya hindi niya magawang kalimutan. Oh well. Siya na yun, hindi na ako.

Si Girl number 2: HAY NAKO. Eto ewan ko nalang ah. This is the way I see it. She's taking advantage of girl number 1's grudge against me kaya parang sa kanya na siya lumalapit ngayon. Nagfuse silang 2. NICE ON. At ewan ko nalang sa taong to. Napatawad ko na nga tapos pinapalabas pa niya na ako yung irresponsible at may kasalanan. Please. Ewan ko nalang. For someone who doesn't have credibility, she's not worth it getting worried about. Bakit pa siya nagagalit? Ay ewan. Mabuti nga siguro wag nalang tayong mag-interact kasi magtatalo lang tayo ALL THE TIME. *shrugs*

Si Girl number 3: Well, ang problema ko lang sa girl na ito is that nag-fuse narin siya dun sa 2. At least she's not focused on me. Marami siyang other people to worry about pero still. I can feel the hostility and the negative energy around her. She brought it upon herself rin naman eh. She hasn't change, eversince first year. She changed a lot PHYSICALLY, too bad her insides haven't. Don't get me wrong. She's really nice when it comes to friendly matters. Yung shasharean and those stuff but when it comes to grades, silent nalang ako. She should really do something about that soon.

The world's full of hostility. I just want these to end. Lord, give us world peace. World piss kasi lahat eh. Grar. Oh wellness. At least I still have few TRUE and METAL friends who are worth going to school for. Sana nga lang hindi rin magbago. Yun lang.

I also realized, the Class Encounter and the Recollection were too early. Now's the time we need them BADLY.

2006-10-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

I miss.

It's actually Friday the 13th. :l So that means aabutin ako ng iba't ibang kamalasan within this day. Labo. Anyways, GAHH. Dapat this saturday na eh. Not meant to be. Okay lang. Haha. Kung kelan kasi nagkaroon nako ng guts eh...gall. Labo. :)) Take my milk for gall. Labo. Oh well, there's always next time...I hope. :l

We had career talk a while ago. I think I got interested in Advertising and HRM. And even though there was no one from the field of medicine who made a talk, okay lang. Medicine's still my top choice for college. :) Pre-med na muna siyempre. Haha. Pero yeah, the dream of becoming a doctor's still there. CALINA ORG! Haha. I really see myself going to Africa one day and feeding the malnourished children there. I see myself going to Palawan to do a Medical Dental Mission and saving those who are sick from Malaria. (Yehess.) Haha. Education is a privilege and a tool to help others. (TSHH. Sounds like a reflection paper. Haha.) But yeah, yun talaga yung dream ko. Haha. Weekdays may bayad (of course I need my own funds), weekends libre para sa mga less fortunate people. Haha. May schedule na agad eh no. Sana nga lang matupad diba. :l HAHA Tapos usapan namin ng mga kaklase ko na lahat sila libre kapag sa akin nagpa-check up! Haha. Funny. May plano na talaga eh no.

Anyways, sige na. School's crap. Got a lot of things to do. Sana Saturday na! Haha. I really really wanna watch Sinta! - s ng sapatos. (WEH) Haha.

2006-10-08T06:59:00.000+08:00

Hervathio Tubulan

One of the best plays I have seen so far. Seryoso. Haha. Probably because it's really for our age unlike those we've seen before at the audi. Yung mga pinanuod kasi namin before sa audi, either nakakatulog ako or nakikipagdaldalan ako sa katabi ko. Haha. Seriously, ang cool talaga nung Hervashow Tubulane. Haha.

"My name is...Mayo...cause I'm the ladies' choice..."

"My name ith...Hervathio Tubulan!"
Conyo: "...eww!"

Bentaaa!!! Hahaha. Benta talaga yung pagkasabi nung "eww" eh. Haha :)) Ang galing talaga. :) Btw, alam ko na ibig sabihin ng gayot. (Ah ganun pala ahhh... b-( ) Joke. Haha. Anyways, forgive me guys. This was the first time I watched a sibol play so I'm currently really really amazed. :O Haha.

"Shet conyo pare wow ang labo naman"

Malas nga lang after the show. I was attacked by my Hyper Acidity. SUPER SAKIT NUNG STOMACH KO. As in! (salt? Ay.) Seriously, ANG SAKIT TALAGA. Haha. It was so painful to the point that I could no longer walk straight. Sobrang sakit talaga. Talino ko kasi eh. I was so hungry and I drank coke. STUPID. Haha.

p.s.
- Promdate. *snorts* Unahan ko na daw. Hmm, aral muna tayo ng Algebra. :P

2006-10-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

3 straight hell weeks

I just want these hell weeks to be over. 3rd year's really no joke. As in NO JOKE. Every week is hell week na talaga. Let's just call it hell month to be easier. This year's definitely a hell year. :l Especially if your groupmates are driving you MAD. As in. MAD. Haha. Not really angry, but mad in a sense that I'm going crazy. I just want these to be over. OVER. IP pa, oh mhen. SURVINING IS A NEED. Being able to balance time is a talent, unfortunately, I'm not that talented. And I no longer care about breakouts! Break out as much as you want honey. Marami pang spaces. I don't care. I'm not sure though if this breakout is because of the medicine that my derma gave me. Probably this is more of stress. Well anyways, she said my face supposedly has to breakout first before the medicine takes effect. Oh well. Either way, I don't care. Mawawala pa ang pimples, ang grades, hindi na mawawala. Bahala na.

2006-09-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

I miss Tricia. Wala lang. Nabasa ko kasi ulit yung entries nung SEP days eh. Wala lang. Funny talaga, I didn't talk much about Tricia dun sa mga SEP entries ko. Hindi kasi kami close nun eh! As in hindi nga kami naguusap eh. Weird. O_O Nakakamiss narin yung SEP days, in fairness (Inverness? Wehh Macbeth! Haha). There have been changes that's why I miss the old one. The new one's not bad. It's just different. Different doesn't mean bad, don't get me wrong. Haha. Different lang talaga. Different. Hehe. :)

Anyways, I'm about to go into hell week again this week. This one's less hell than last week though. Haha. Last week was hell...pure hell with Satan himself. O_O The chem test dried up my eyes by the way. By the end of the test, my eyes were like Storm's from X-men. My eyeballs were all white. Rapid eye movement? Ay. :l Haha. Shattap.

I despise my english teacher. I have to sleep. Macbeth test tomorrow...oh, I mean...later.

Edit ~
I flunked the English test, midquarter test to be exact. I'm sure now. I'm sure that I can no longer get a grade higher than 85. Hindi talaga makatarungan yung test kanina. Hindi talaga. Mamatay ka na Lezbo. Sorry readers pero hindi na talaga ako natutuwa sa kanya at medyo lumalabas narin ang pagkasama ko pero hell I care! As in. Die Lezbo, die. Magpapapista ako if you do! I HATE YOU!!! Sobrang buweiset ako sa junior year ko dahil sayo. Grabe. I never thought I'd hate a tecaher again as much as I hated Ms. Cabading back then. GRABE!!! LORD HELP ME CONTROL MY ANGER. Gusto ko lang talaga kasi isaksak yung chalk sa ilong ni Ms. Lezbo eh. Gawddd!!!

2006-09-20T18:10:00.000+08:00

Ngayon ko lang narealize, I'm such a bad person. Sorry. I really show fondness in mysterious ways.

Edit -
Okay, I despised this day like *bangs head on the door*. I hate this day, i hate it! Grabe ito nanaman. Nagpapabaya nanaman ako. Shit naman o. Kelangan ko pa talagang makaramdam muna ng bagsak bago ako magsipag eh. Buweiset talaga. Ayoko ng ganito. Sana hindi nalang naging mahirap ang pag-aaral. Sana hindi nalang sila nagbibigay ng sunod-sunod na test at sunod-sunod na project na hindi lang eyebags ang dinadala kundi sangkatutak na pimples. Sana utak at sipag ko katulad nalang nung kay nika. (san niya kaya nakukuha yung sipag na yun?) Sana pwedeng mamili kung kelan ang summer vacation at kung kelan ang pasukan. Sana nakukuha nalang ang grades na matataas nang hindi pinaghihirapan. Sana naging concentrated nalang ako sa school kaysa sa ibang bagay. Sana talaga naging masipag nalang akong tao. Sana hindi nalang ako nakakaramdam ng katamaran. Sana maawa sakin ang mga guro at pagbigyan ang aking katangahan. Sana lang talaga. Sana. Puro sana buweiset.

2006-09-17T07:30:00.000+08:00

Seems like I have to say goodbye again to the cake I was about to buy. Want to hear another cake story? It was like this...

Remember this cake from the previous story?..."Ngayon naman, may nakita naman akong cake na mura lang. Affordable. P20 lang! Eksakto! Hehe. Tinikman ko yung cake, hindi siya masarap nung una. Pero nung pangalawang tikim na, masarap pala so I decided to buy the cake. Pagbalik ko, nabili na yung cake ng isang taong kayang kaya bumili ng cake worth P150 pero binili niya yung worth P20."

Nangyari was that yung bumili ng cake na worth 20 pesos, naiwanan niya yung cake na binili niya so yehey! Haha. Ako na sana yung kukuha eh, kaso may nakakita na iba dun sa cake at kinuha niya at dinala na niya away. :c

Okay. Time to say goodbye again to that cake. Wala eh, masyado siyang pinagaagawan ng mga mamimili eh...and there is always someone there to replace me. Someone's always better than me. Drama buweiset. I'm feeling Emo lately. Gahh. Ayoko nito. Bahala na. Makakahanap din ako ng cake kaya please, lumipat na tayo ng store.

2006-09-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

Uhh. One thing I hate is people making me feel like I'm not worthy to talk to. I mean...yeah, I do joke all the time and I usually say a lot of nonsense for the sake of humor but get...there's always an end to that. There are times when I'm serious and I already mean business and it just sucks that people miss out on that most of the time. Sometimes I feel like I'm kidding around just for attention and it's giving me a bad one. :l Nyeh. Tshh.

Tama na Sher. Too much of something is bad. :l

2006-09-09T07:43:00.000+08:00

III-3 Recollection. :)

I had fun and not only was it a time to reflect, but it was also a bonding experience with my section. Hehe. For me it was really meaningful and probably because of the fact that we were able to open up to each other, I felt closer to my classmates. I'm ready for our Baguio Retreat now. Haha ang bilis. Joke. Next year pa yun. Haha. Hmm, grabe, 2nd to the last recollection ko na to with them in AA. Parang, ang bilis. Two years nalang then we're off to college. You might say, ahh...2 years pa yan, matagal pa yan. No. Time flies I tell you. Kelan-kelan lang, Grade 5 ako, ngayon 3rd year HS nako. @-) I just can't imagine life without Anj, Carla, Melinda and the others right now. :( I just can't imagine not seeing them everyday and not eating my lunch with them during recess. Haha. OA ah...pero kasi, I consider them as my sisters already. Haha. Parang I can be myself when I'm with them. As in yung totoong ako and they'd still accept me. Kahit na gano pa ako ka-baboy, sila rin naman eh. Haha. :)) Anyways, pano na kaya pag college no? What will happen? A lot of things can. Haha. Pero for now, shattap. Haha. :)) I'm looking forward to facing my last two years in AA with them. :) Aww...isang malaking HUWEH!!! Haha. :)

I love you guys. :)

And oh, to those who gave me palancas, THANK YOU SO MUCH. :) Your palancas really made it a lot more special for me. :)

2006-09-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

TEACHING DELA PAZ GRADE 1 STUDENTS

I really enjoyed it depsite the fact that we were so TIRED and DRAINED after. Woah. Apat na kami nun ah and we only taught them for an hour. What more kung mag-isa kang nagtuturo for the WHOLE DAY. Gahh. I think I can't survive that. Haha. For me it was really an eye-opener and it was really some experience. I loved our students! They were so kind and they were really active and participative! Grabe. I thought our gimmiks won't work but woah! I think they really enjoyed it! --sabay hindi pala. Haha. I liked teaching the students from Dela Paz a lot better than St. Catherine's. :\ Ang tataray nila eh! Haha. When we were teaching them they looked more mature than we were. :\ Haha.

At ang saya! Haha. They liked my drawings although when I showed them my drawing of a bird, they said it was a chicken. :\ Haha. Pero ang saya talaga. Makulit sila of course because they were children pero they really appreciated what we did. Haha. Tapos medyo nakonsyensya nga ako kasi we were forcing them to sit down. As in everytime, we would tell them to sit and they would not obey. Kaya pala sila tayo ng tayo is because, ang sikip ng classroom nila. As in yung space was not enough for them to be able to sit. Magkakadikit talaga yung chairs. Naiiipit pala sila kapag umuupo sila. That really made me sad.

We were also lucky, really. Our students were Grade 1 and we taught them in the morning so they were fresh and clean. Kwento kasi sakin ng friends ko from the other sections, grabe daw sila nung afternoon na. The smeeelllll daw. Haha.

Kwento rin sakin ni Nika, there was a group before who taught in the same school tapos they gave away pencils to the students. Ginawa ba daw namang ng teacher, she collected the pencils from the students tapos sa kanya nalang daw. What the heck! Ano yun, ibebenta nya? :l Pano na ang kinabukasan ng bansa?! PANO NA?! :O Haha. Labo. :l

Gahh. Anyways, our reco's on Friday and I haven't made a single palanca. :l (Ehem...medyo parinig narin sa mga nagbabasa nito...ehem). Haha.

2006-08-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

False promises

It's like I'm 5 all over again, believing in grown-up's promises. I thought they could never fool me again, I was wrong. :( Remember the days when grown-ups would lie to you just to make you shut up and stop nagging them? Yeah. I remember those days and I despise them. Whenever I see those happening to my younger cousins, naiinis talaga ako. Call it mababaw but really, it's kind of irritating. Nakakainis umasa sa wala. They would tell you lies just to escape from their promises. Gahh. I'm sick of it. I promise myself I will never be a grown-up. I won't be like them and I won't ever lie to my children just to make them shut up. I won't promise them things at papaasahin sila. Nakakainis talaga UMASA. LECHE. Ayoko talaga ng umaasa. GAHH!!! Screw them.

At isa pa to. It's making my self-esteem rot...ayoko na. Galit ata sakin ang mundo right now.

Edit ~
I feel like crap. Aww mhan. Why have I never learned to appreciate a person while they're still there? I think that's the lesson I'll never ever get to learn. Ever since kasi nung nagkaano siya sa ano, it ruined our lives. Seryoso. Parang it built a BIG THICK INDESTRUCTIBLE wall between us and since then, things have never been the same. It's as if there was this part of her that I no longer know. Parang I no longer know what to talk about with her unlike before I'd go on blabbing about anything but now, all I hear whenever we're together is silence.

BAKIT NAMAN KASI DUMATING PA YANG GAHH NA YAN SA MUNDO NAMIN EHH.

Everything was fine and that Gahh ruined it all. Kung hindi lang niya nakilala si Gahh, things would have been going on fine until now. Onga naman, bakit niya kami hahayaang mawala para lang sa Gahh na yan? Matagal na to actually, ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng time isulat. Wala lang, it hurts. Now, we no longer talk that much. I don't know her anymore! Dagdag pa yung busy scheds naming 2...hindi na talaga kami naguusap and now I find myself walking alone during departure. :( NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN ENDURE FOREVER. Eto pa nga lang eh.

best friend
n : the one friend who is closest to you

Now she's the one farthest from me.

2006-08-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

I came acroos Ala Paredes' blog a while ago. I just would like to post here one of her entries. Mhan, she really writes good, I tell you. Nakakaaliw basahin yung entries niya. Read for yourself: http://www.ala-ism.pansitan.net

What have you learned about love?

Isn't it funny how as we grow older, all our romantic notions are slowly shattered one by one? It used to be about the sparks, and the fireworks, and how big and overwhelming the feeling of love was. Feeling- that was the keyword then. If the feeling was intense, then it was surely love. Living in this way was like constantly swinging from bliss to misery. One minute we we're in heaven just looking into each other's eyes, the next we'd be having a big, dramatic fight that was more useless than anything else (only to make up in an equally dramatic way the next day). Also, we only wanted to be alone with each other all the time, and basically shut out the rest of the world. Ah, but we we're in love, and we thought it was the most important thing in the world because it made our lives filled with beautiful moments.

But we were so young. Trust me, Romeo and Juliet would have eventually broken up had they lived, or they would have had the most miserable existence together (they must've already been quite miserable to begin with).

Everybody falls in love, but as I grew older, I decided I would try walking into love, with my eyes wide open. Meaning, yes, I'll enjoy the lights show at the opening but at the same time know that when it ends is when I'll really be able to see clearly. It also meant abandoning the old formula I used to go by which was:

more thrills/ intensity= better relationship

Thank God I am out of that trap. Some people never seem to get out of it even when they're old.

My second lesson came when I was older as well. When I was younger, relationships could be assessed in black and white. Right and wrong were two distinct things that could be split cleanly right down the middle. I had a list of relationship wrongs. I would refuse to stay in a relationship if the guy was being clingy, possesive, jealous, abusive, if he had alot of emotional baggage, if he restricted my freedom, if he didn't give as much as I did, and if he "didn't understand me". And so, growing up, I had a series of short relationships where I instantly wanted out as soon the guy started giving me problems.

Now, it's not so easy anymore. After you've been in a relationship for awhile, at some point in time, you and your partner would have committed every crime I listed above, and more.
Problems become more difficult to resolve because it's not anymore a matter of who is wrong and who is right. It's a matter of what you want, what you're willing to accept, and what you're willing to sacrifice. And you know what? It's not always equal, and if it is, then it's a temporary state. It's not always give and take, often it's give and give. You end up swallowing so much of the stuff you swore you never would. You'll break your own rules.
Can't live with his bad habits? Well, it's either you break up or you learn to live with them. Swore you'd never ever stay with a man who is jealous of your past? Well, you can end it if you want. But wait, you can't just do that anymore can you? It's not so easy.
Can't deal with his sh*t? Everybody's got their own sh*t. It's a matter of what sh*t you're willing to live with, and what sh*t you're not.

It's tricky, and it can work either for you or against you. Pero ganyan talaga. Falling in love is easy. Loving is not.

My 3rd lesson is about hate.

When you learn about love, you learn about hurt. And when you're hurting, you form a scab of hate, just to stop the bleeding.

And so, you begin to cut a person out of your life, kill all feelings you have for him. You train yourself to consider him insignificant. Sometimes you do it so well that you actually fool yourself into thinking that you've succeeded. But in you're direst moments, you know you're lying to yourself. Because when you've truly loved a person for who he is, how can you one day say that you don't love him anymore? Hate can only come when you're hurting really, really, really bad.
As I grew older, I accepted that despite the heartbreaks some people have dealt me, I cannot erase their tracks on my life. And I cannot hate them. Once you have glimpsed a person as the beautiful soul he/she is, then you'll never stop seeing them that way. And so, I love the beautiful souls whom I entrusted my heart to at one point, but it is now a love that asks for absolutely nothing in return, save that they find happiness in life and in love.

Some things, like heartbreak, only make sense years later.

The other day, I was telling my friend Mel some of the wisest lessons I had ever been taught about love. Alot of them are from my dad. He never fails to put things into perspective when I'm bitching to him about relationships. He never fails to shatter all my little illusions. Call it cold and heartless, but I truly believe he's saved me from alot of potential unhappiness.

Here are some favorite quotes:
"Never trust words of love whispered at a beach, or under the moon, or any romantic and beautiful place. Pero kapag na-flattan ang kotse mo sa gitna ng daan, at mainit na mainit ang araw, at masakit na ulo niya, nagkakapiconan na kayo, at sinabi niyang mahal ka niya, doon ka maniwala!" (When my sister was telling him about how she had fallen in love at a beach.)
"Love is messy. Ganyan talaga." (After my umpteenth fight with my then boyfriend whom I was thinking of breaking up with.)

"Don't look for a soulmate. Whoever you choose, you make him your soulmate."

"In the beginning it's about finding the right person, in the end it's about being the right person. Marriage is about accommodating the other person".

"Marriage is like signing a blank cheque. No matter how much you think you know the person you're marrying, the truth is, you just don't."

And of course, he always tells me: "The death of romantic love is the beginning of true love." (wasn't that a Scott Peck article?)

I also love what my mom taught me:
"Get married while you still feel like it! Don't wait too long! Deal with the consequences later, when it's too late and you can't get out of it anymore." (About her disapproval of long engagements. She said this with tongue in cheek, but it seems that long engagements really do seem to be unlucky.)

What have you learned about love?

Ang galing talaga. Haha. Beauty and brains. Huwaw. Haha.

2006-08-24T19:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah, 2nd quarter na nga ang may pinaka-maraming activities. One reason why I'm no longer taking my academics THAT seriously. Uh-oh. That's bad. Haha. Well anyways, we had our Noli Me Tangere parade a while ago. Just click *Sher = coolness* to see the pictures. I didn't make it private so that everyone will be able to see it. NO STEALING. Yun lang. Haha. As if there's someone who's going to steal. :l Well that's kinda possible since the pictures can be used for blackmails. :l Haha. Itsura naming lahat sa pictures...actually ako lang. Haha.

Hay nako...
Lairetam Erap. Go figure. :c

2006-08-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

I saw Georgina Wilson's blog a while ago. All I could say was wow. She must have been receiving it all when God showered the world with beauty. Biro nga namin, kami nakapayong nung time na yun...at si Sir Mitra, nakatakip yung muka nya with his hands. Haha ang sama. Hindi ako nagsabi niyan ah, jinoke rin lang sakin yun. Haha. Beauty and brains, wow.

Well anyways, I'm done with my monologue! Haha. Gahh I really hate presenting. I swear. I didn't feel nervous at all while the others before me were presenting. It was all-cool for me and I wasn't even reviewing my lines but when Angelie finished hers, GRABE AYUN NA. Haha. I felt so nervous that I felt numb and I sort of forgot my first line for a few seconds. Thank God naaalala ko ulit. Haha. After presenting, I couldn't help shouting and shaking myself infront of the audience because of relief. It was okay though, they were my classmates anyways and Ms. Lala had already written my grade. Haha. Sabi nga ni Ms., "Akala ko natuluyan ka na eh.". Haha. Yeah, nearly.

Sige, I still need to work on my History notes. History's slowly becoming uninteresting for me. Gahh.

2006-08-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

GUSTO MO? :P It's for sale. I saw this in the internet. :)

~ Edit ~

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Shoot, I need to answer that Activity Sheet about Charter Change. How am I supposed to do that when I didn't understand a thing during the symposium? Yeah, sawing-palad ka talaga Sher. FOREVER. Ayoko na mag-aral. Nakakapagod.

Joke. I take that back. There are a lot of kids who'd die to be in my shoes. Eh sadyang nakakapagod lang talaga. Ewan, feeling ko pinapagana ko lang katamaran ko eh. Grr! Hindi talaga biro kalabanin ang katamaran. A very worthy opponent. Labo. Tinatamad talaga ako!!! Grabe! It's like my butt's so heavy that I can't take it off this seat. I still have to memorize and practice for the Filipino monologue, do the Envi Ed assignment and answer the Cha-cha activity sheet. See?! These past 3 days when there were no classes, I did nothing but to sleep and go online. What's happening to me. Haha. I brought home almost all of my books but I didn't use any of them. Gawd. Nagpaka-pagod lang akong iuwi yung mga yun. Tsk tsk. Haha. Nakakatamad talaga! Haha. Pathetic Sher, pathetic. *And you forgot to rewrite the Filipino project* SHOOT. I'm DEAD.

Kasi naman eh, I mistook something for something else.

2006-08-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

This day was sooo fun. Our "ube" a while ago was short, but fun nonetheless. Ang saya saya saya talaga. Haha. Aww, miss ko na tuloy sila ngayon! Haha. Ang bilis.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHAAAAA!!! :*

Anyways, one of the few things that I learned today:
Loko-loko talaga si Mikki. HAHA!

Hay ewan ko ba sa babaeng yan. Harap-harapan talaga eh no. Medyo kinakabahan na nga ako kanina sa mga ginagawa nya eh so nagpapaka-NR nalang ako. Haha. Loko-loko talaga. Still, I LOVE YOU MIKKI!!! You're funny. :))

Another thing I realized today:
Egg-shaped head pala si Mikey, pero sobrang kamuka na niya si Lucky Manzano ngayon.

Vinnie drew the human Mikey while I drew the Egg version. Mas-kamuka naman ni Mikey yung Egg eh! :l Joke lang mikey. :))

What do you get when you put Mikey and a pie together? Eggpie! Ay. :l In fairyness, his new look suits him. His suaveng bigote's really gone (haha) but it looks better on him. At sobrang benta ng pag-eemorizing nya. Sobrang funny. Para siyang sinasapian. :))

Anyways, my cartoon version! :)

Vinnie drew this too while we were in BK...Buga King! Haha. Kinda looks like Ms. Mancilla no? Oh no. Is that good or bad? Gad? Bood? Ay :l Haha.

Sayang, we went home early so we weren't able to watch a movie with them. Pero okay narin. At least we were able to spend even a little time with them. :P Kaso hindi nakapunta si Tricia. Aww. :( I really miss heeer!!! She's going to Vietnam tomorrow that's why she wasn't allowed. :( Take care Tricia!!! :* Haha.

2006-08-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

I love this day. School was light a while ago and we don't have any assignments for tomorrow. Yahoo! My grades are SUPER okay too. I LOVE YOU GOD, THANK YOU. Super thank you talaga. Haha.

Anyways, I no longer know how to pray! :O Haha. Prayer na nga lang, mali pa. Ano ba yan Sher. Haha. Kasi diba yung sa Aba Ginoong Maria prayer, yung last part nun was supposed to be...

"...Santa Maria, ina ng Diyos, ipanalangin mo kaming makasalanan. Ngayon at kung kami'y mamamatay, Amen."

what I wrote was...

"...Santa Maria, ina ng Diyos, ipanalangin mo kaming makasalanan, NOON at kung kami'y mamamatay, Amen."

Buweiset. Noon pa pala. GRR!!! Haha. Nakakainis. Pero anyways, okay lang. :) I was too much stressed. :l Haha. (palusot.) Well my essays in Chem sucked too. Haha. Although they were correct nonetheless, thank God for that. What sucked was my grammar. Grabe. Kaya pala sobrang baba ng mga English compo ko eh. Haha. Nah, kidding. IT WAS STRESS!!! Haha. Palusot talaga eh no. When I got my back my paper, some words from my essay had been marked, words like DATAS, PROVED, NEW (which was supposed to be newly according to the sentence). Stress makes me spell Fluorine as Flourine. My hands go crazy when I'm stressed. Haha.

Anyways, SOMEONE *cough...Melinda!...cough* lost my comfy black school shoes. Aww mhan! Oh comfy black school shoes, come back to your owner -- which is me of course! Magbalik ka na sakin please! Haha. Labo.

Nakakatawa, yung school namin is host of 4 events of the Eco-week. Siyempre kasi kami yung hardcore interaction with Mother Nature diba. As in hardcore bundok. Assumption of the Mountains nga, remember? Haha.

Argh! Why is it that the videos which I try to upload here in my multiply is always sira?! Nakakainis! Sayang tuloy...sa youtube nalang palagi. Eh pumapangit yung resolution kapag sa youtube eh! :l Sorry talaga I had to use youtube again so the resolution and the audio is BAD. As in BAD. Haha. Well okay lang. Mga panira naman kasi to ng dignidad eh. :))

Hay nako. Naka-gala pa talaga eh no. Forgive thee. Si Melinda kasi, DUGYOT! Ahaha! :)) Just kidding Melinda. :*

2006-08-13T18:34:00.000+08:00

Haha. I didn't upload these here in multiply because when I tried, it came out sira so I just placed it in youtube. I know, I know...the resolution and the audio's not that nice and you'll hear A LOT OF SCREAMING. Sorry talaga. I just used a digicam and we couldn't help it eh. Hehe. The videos from the Switch concert are a lot better. :0

MASAYA - masaya nga. Ayy :l

NOYPI! :)

HALLELUJAH!

HINAHANAP HANAP KITA FOREVER IRA. Ay :l (This is the one with the most...hilarious (?)/weird scream. :l)

TRUTH

Bamboo + IRA!!! - byou. IRABYOU! Haha.

2006-08-13T08:16:00.000+08:00

Ira! - that's all I can say about the concert. Ira...and byou. IRABYOU!!! Haha. He's so cool mhan!!! Ano kaya feeling ni Phoemela (spelling?) Baranda right now, having a boyfriend so cooooool and sooooo good-looking like him? Swerte naman. Tsk. Haha. Dibale, after 8 years, I'll have a boyfriend hotter than him...if that's possible. Haha. May usapan kami nila Nika eh. Pa-gwapuhan daw ng asawa sa HS reunion. HAHA :)) Whatta bet. Sabi ko nga eh, "Fine. Alam naman nating lahat na ako na panalo diyan eh. See you guys after 15 years. The reunion will be at my house sa puso ng Beverly Hills. Ako na sasagot sa plane tickets or visas nyo if ever nandito parin kayo sa Pinas."

Haha. Asa nanaman. Pero sana naman mangyari talaga yun eh no. Haha. Di, M.D. title muna bago mag-asawa. Haha. :))

Grabe. Ang galing talaga ng Bamboo. They're my favorite right now. SOBRANG FAVORITE KO SILA NGAYON. Sobrang galing galing galing talaga ng Bamboo. I want them to play on the reception of my wedding. Pwede ba yun? Sagot ko na plane tickets nila going to Beverly Hills...if ever nandito pa sila sa Pinas. Ayy. :l Haha :) Ang yabang eh no. Sabay hindi natupad...Haha. Oh well, there's nothing wrong with dreaming diba. Haha.

Ang swerte talaga namin nila Anj kahapon. My tita had reserved seats in front of the stage. As in harapan (Harappan culture?:l). Haha. Thank you talaga tamech. Mahal talaga kita. (Haha, sipsip.) Well because of her we were able to enjoy Bamboo so much. Kaso hindi kami pwede tumayo so parang ang weird kasi nagwawala kami without standing up. Imagine that. :l Haha. Well anyways, BAMBOO!!! Grabe. I still have a hangover. I can't get their songs out of my head. :)

Argh. Wala na tuloy ako sa mood magaral. I still have to study for Pinoy and Geom tomorrow. The heck. Oh well at least now I'm SO INSPIRED. Haha. :P I'll be putting here the videos from the concert. But it's taking quite some time to upload so maybe later. Hehe.

IRA-BYOU! <3

2006-08-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

Finals week namin ngayon but I'm still online. What does that say about myself? Tsk tsk. Well anyways, I just wanted to share my experience with our Computer Quiz a while ago. PUNYEMAS. Sorry for the word guys pero seriously, PUNYEMAS talaga. I wanted to squeeze the life out of Ms. Vikai's neck. Actually hindi lang si Ms. Vikai yung gusto kong sakalin eh, yung computer ko rin gusto kong pasabugin eh. Tatlong beses ba namang nag-hang?!?! I had to repeat my work three times cause it hanged. Ibitay ko kaya ng tuluyan yun? Hang ng hang eh. Ayy. Haha. Tapos grr, I forgot how to save in Basic. Pano naman kaya yun diba? Sa pag-save nalang hindi pa ako marunong, pano pa kaya yung iba? Kasi naman eh, why do we have to learn that effing Basic eh bulok na bulok naman na?! Yak ang sama. Haha. Just kidding. Pero seryoso, isang malaking pa-importante ang Computer. It's not an academic subject for crying out loud tapos may "QT"? Tss. Nasabay pa talaga kahapon sa Algeb test at Pinoy quiz eh no. Siyempre mas-pipiliin na naming aralin is Algeb and Pinoy. Tss. Well anyways, QT week na talaga, kasama pa nga weekend eh.

LORD HELP ME!!! Please give me an inspiration. :o

Crap + Aruy

2006-08-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

Haha. Pambihirang buhay talaga. YEAH! I love this life.

I missed a lot last Friday, besides of course my classmates. Ayy. Haha. I wasn't able to make pineapple jam with my groupmates, I wasn't able to take the History quiz, I wasn't able to go to confession (sorry Lord, hindi kinaya ng katawan ko), and I wasn't able to pass the English seatwork. Whew. All that in a day. Before, missing a day wasn't that significant. You won't miss a lot. Now, it's as if you missed a week. :l A gradeschool week, that is. Hehe.

Darn, I also wasn't able to go with Mik and the others to watch Sukob. Maganda pa naman daw. Tsshh. Panira kasi tong sakit na to eh.

Anyways, ARGH!!! I'm so immature! Lord, help me to control what I feel. Haha. Because if I do give in, it only means that I'm so immature and pathetic. Labo. Haha. Basta talaga. Basta basta basta! Haha. I wanna strangle someone's neck kasi eh. Haha. What made me think that anyways? Doy Sher 8 Reality check! Tsshhh...

QT week this week! You see, QT week is congruent to hell week and that is a given. Labo. Buweiset. Lahat nalang ng bagay sa buhay nilalagyan ko ng Geometry. Parallel kasi ang life to Geometry. SEE?! Argh. Tapos they're going to give out the Chem results pa tomorrow. *I'm dead* Hay ewan.

~ EDIT ~
Aww mhan, I visited the blog of one of my friends since I was 9 years old. In short, she's one of my kababatas. Haha. Anyways, I visited her blog and I learned that she already has a boyfriend!!! Haha. Grabe!!! First boyfriend niya yun ah. Haha. She's now in 2nd year college and mhan ang bilis ng panahon! May boyfriend na siya! Grabe. Haha. Kung kelan-kelan lang, naglalaro kami ng dodgeball, patintero, langit-lupa sa kalye pero ngayon, may boyfriend na siya. Who would have ever thought. It sort of slapped me to reality, those days are really over. :)) I'm happy for her actually. I wish them both the best. Hehe. :P

Anyways, now I know why moms cry when their daughters or sons are getting married. They cry because they get nostalgic or they realize how time flies fast. Iisipin nila na kung kelan-kelan lang, sinusubuan pa nila yung mga anak nila pero ngayon ikakasal na. Haha. Pero don't get me wrong, hindi ako nanay ah. Tsaka ano ba, hindi rin ako ang nanay ni Dianne, yung kababata ko. Haha. I just got the reason why they cry when their children are getting married or leaving. Hehe.

AWW DIANNE NAMISS KO TULOY KAYO :(( MISS KO NA KAYO NILA KAREN. TAKE CARE ALWAYS SA MGA DORM NYO AND I'LL SEE YOU GUYS ONCE YOU GO BACK HERE. :( Tatambay tayo ulit sa bahay ni Karen. Haha. At magmamarathon ng Korean movies care of Jen. Haha.

2006-08-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

Funny, a while ago, Melinda and I were inventing postulates, theorems and definitions of love. Ayyy. Ang cheeheesy. :))

Ito yung mga na-imbento namin:
- Definition of a Love Triangle - A triangle having at least TWO people having the same affection towards the same person
- Mutual Understanding Theorem - Two people are MU, IF AND ONLY IF they feel the same way towards each other

Haha kadiri talaga. Hopeless romantic eh. :l Ayy. Haha. This is what you call romanticism. Haha. Period of romanticism? Ayy. :l *Shut up sher*

Never say die

2006-07-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

Always say live. Labo. Haha. This week was okay. Survived the bloody bleeding unit tests. Thank Gawd. Haha. :)

Anyways, I have been pondering on some things lately...

Sher: No one's perfect, nagkataon lang siguro na masonti ang imperfection nila...pero oh well, swerte nila.
Tricia: pwede ba namang NAGKATAON na konti lang imperfection nila?

(ibang scene. labo) Melinda: Nasa upbringing din yun...

Hmm, swerte naman ng mga taong nakatanggap ng napaka-gandang upbringing which molded them to near perfection. Haha. Basta, eto lang masasabi ko, nabilib talaga ako. Bilib...sa bilibid prison? ayy. *whaaaat?* No, what happened didn't make me think bad but instead, pinabilib talaga ako. I was really amazed. The way she handled it was really amazing. I salute her for that. Galing talaga, grabe. Now I see, I should be ashamed of myself for having a very weak self-esteem. Pano na kaya ako paglaki kung kelan all of my problems right now will be multiplied by 10 to the nth power? Ayy. Haha. Well anyways...

I AM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW! :D Haha. :D

2006-07-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

This will be fast. I just took a brake, oops wrong spelling, break pala. Medyo obvious naman na wala na ako sa sarili ko diba. It's actually 1am in the morning and I haven't finished studying World History. Coffee's actually making me jerky and all so I can't right...ay, write pala na maiintindihan. Teachers are cruel. As in. They are ruthless. They will sea, ay, see pala. I will make them suffer...some day. Labo. *Breathe*...*Breathe*...Panic is the enemy. :o

WEH.

Now I can taste the bitter life of a Junior student. Bring it on. *breaks down* Haha. Sobra. Wala pa nga sa kalahati ang dramatic na eh no. Tss. :l Anyways, okay, back to work...

2006-07-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

Oy, we took the Geom test a while ago. It was...okaaaay but I was literally shaking while I was taking the test. I just don't know if it's because of the weather or because I was nervous, probably both. Haha. Oh well. God have mercy on my soul.

Ay, guess what, I forgot to do my CLE homework a while ago. AS IN. DUN TALAGA AKO KINABAHAN. As in I was all jerky and I was avoiding Sir Ruel's eyes kasi super guilty talaga ako na hindi ko ginawa. Oh my, those grade 7 days are going back. Haha. I don't want to go out and talk to the birds! I don't want that to happen again just like those grade 7 days. :l Good thing Sir didn't ask those who didn't do the assignment. Accountability na daw eh...accountability my ass. Joke. He can't blame me, I did my geom and I really give more priority to Geom than to his class. Kidding ang sama ko. *biglang nabasa ni sir ruel eh no* =)) Ewan.

2006-07-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

School's been so BUSY lately. Mhan, it's so stressing that more collinear and coplanar pimples have been invading my face lately. Haha. Buweiset. Oh well.

Ay, my friend told me a while ago that he was walking daw in Galle. He saw daw a guy who was using headphones for an ipod pero nung pagtingin nya, cassette tape daw pala. HAHA!!! LOSER! Haha. Benta talaga. Hindi manlang CD player eh no. Talagang hardcore tape eh. Benta. Well at least walkman, hindi boombox. Ayy. Haha. Radyo na eh no.

Anyways, do you guys know Love Spell? It's a show on ABS-CBN and please don't get me wrong, I DON'T WATCH IT. Haha. It's a show featuring Kim Chiu and Gerald Anderson of PBB. It's just that...they're wearing our uniform when I was in kinder!!! Haha. Yeah, that pink one. That was really our uniform. Dude, para silang bonjing dahil sa uniform nila cause I wore it way back when I was 5.

Ay speaking of uniforms, I saw a food establishment in Sta. Lucia using our AA skirt as their apron. THE HELL. Haha. Ang cheap mhan! As in apron. :)) And guess what is the name of their establishment...Pancitan Atpb. Ang sama. Pancitan talaga eh no. :l *offended* Haha. When I saw that I really wanted to tell them off but I was alone so I had no backup. Oh well. Tss. May nakikita nga ako dito sa village namin na suot yung skirt namin as pants eh. Mukang ewan. :l

Anyways, argh! I'm hating every English period we're having. I hate Ms. Lisbo so much that I want to tear her head off. Yak ang sama. Pero seriously, I really don't like her AT ALL. I'm just waiting for the time when Ms. Armie's going to replace her. I don't give any efforts at all in her class. She sucks mhan. She does. GRR!!! Tapos kamalasan pa, may English talaga everyday kaya wala ni isang araw na hindi namin siya nakikita. Grr. Sana magtagal pa yung sakit nya para hindi siya pumasok. Haha. Oh my ang sama ko. Tama na nga. :l

LAGOT KAMI SA CLE BUKAS!!! We don't have a commercial yet!!!
"Ibang klase ang Christians...love na love si God." (Labo.)

Anyways...

Walang Kadala Dala
Sandwich

laging naniniwala hindi nagsasawa
nahilo sa gayuma kaya nagwawala
laging umaasa ano bang meron sya?
paulit ulit lang naman pinapaikot ka

walang kadala dala napapatulala
walang kadala dala naghihintay sa wala

nilumot na ang lupa wala paring tiyak
napagod na ang luha di na makaiyak
sana ay matauhan pusong nakabitin
kalimutan mo na sya't ako ang pansinin (Shattap)

walang kadala dala napapatulala
walang kadala dala naghihintay sa wala
walang kadala dala napapatulala
walang kadala dala napapatulala
hindi nadadala nadadala nadadala
hindi nadadala nadadala nadadala
hindi nadadala nadadala nadadala
naghihintay sa wala

Kaya please, magpadala ka na sakin. JOKE. The hell. I'm kidding. :l

2006-07-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

My grades are going to the dogs. OH NO. What am I supposed to do? Damit :l

2006-06-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

I'll take this opportunity to update. It's a miracle we only have 2 assignments for tomorrow. The past weeks have been bloody tiring. It's really not stressful but it's enough to keep us busy. Well anyways, I've been enjoying school lately, believe it or not, except those Tuesdays and Thursdays. SUPER HABA NG ARAW. 4 subjects ba naman, each for 50 minutes after lunch?! Walang break as in tuloy tuloy. Nakakaiyak siya pero I'm kind of enjoying school. Alam ko na kung bakit, kasi wala pang UTs, QTs and damned MidQTs. Haha. Oh well.

Guys do you remember the days when autograph books were sooo in? Haha. I just remembered the things that I used to answer on those...

Question: What is love?
My Answer: Love is like a clock, a tick-tack in your heart./Love is blind.

Item: Describe yourself
My Answer: Judge me.

BENTA! Haha =)) I can't believe I used to answer those when I was a kid. Super jologs mhan! Haha.

2006-06-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

Blogging at school

When I'm really really bored at school and there's an emotional stuff bubbling up inside me, I blog. Haha. (Diba Anj?) Anj and I used to do this together when we were still seatmates. Haha.

June 22, 2006: Filipino time

Ang lungkot ng seating arrangement ko this quarter. I am such a loser here, really. I've got no one to talk to, it's so boring that it's driving me crazy. My "sleeping during class hours" habit had come back again. Last year I lost that habit ever since Anj and I became seatmates but now it's going back. God, can't wait for the 2nd quarter. I need to get out of this place. It's killing me. Palagi talaga akong tulog, promise. Especially when the teacher's Lisbo and Hebron. ANG BORING NILA!!! Super boring mhan. Ahhck! Can't wait for that teacher's evaluation. Unang unang ilalagay kong comment dun is that they ARE BORING. Parang awa nyo naaa...Chemistry at English pa naman din, gawd. Make me listen!!! Haha.

Our new classroom sucks too. Maybe we got used to that isolated classroom that's why we're not used to SO MUCH NOISE. If ever we are, it's our noise that we are used to, and no one else's. Haha. Sanay kami na kami lang yung maingay. Eh ngayon, GRR! Ang ingay ingay talaga. Hay nako. Is there anything positive this schoolyear?

June 23, 2006: World History Period

I'm feeling sad again. Why are things so unfair? You work hard but then sometimes your work gets spat at. Well, whoever said that "pag may tiyaga, may nilaga" was drunk. Kalokohan talaga yun. Hindi naman palagi nagkakaroon ng nilaga kahit na naghirap ka eh. Well, siguro nga may nilaga eh pano kung sunog? Haha. Putting too much effort on a thing is bad. You get too depressed if you don't reach your goal even if you've worked your ass off. Minsan talaga ang unfair. Sorry for the word ah, pero bitch ang buhay. Seryoso. Ginagawa mo na ang lahat pero hindi parin nagpapay-off. I'm beginning to think that if you're really meant to lose, you will no matter how hard you try. Ano nga ba naman ang laban mo sa kapalaran diba? (Yehess. Haha) Yes, sometimes things just force you to be pessimistic. I haven't gone far but so far nothing's going right. It seems like a very bad start. Ano ba yan, simula palang, sumusuko nako. Ano ba yan. Haha. Sana nga lang, even if it's a very bad start, I hope it will have a better ending. Haha.

Anyways, I'm going to see my SEP friends na tomorrow!!! Yahoo! Haha. I'm really excited!

What the hell! 6 CYCLED MIND DAW EH NO. Haha. Anong klaseng fan ako? Eh aircon pala ako eh, hindi fan. Ayy

2006-06-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

Yes, I survived! Haha. *Whaaat* Actually there's nothing to survive at...except the teachers. Well so far there's no one whom I liked na "I-love-this-teacher-that's-why-I-will-love-this-subject-too" like. Haha. Too bad. Well I guess I'll just have to bear with them. I no longer can afford to hate the subject too just because I hate the one who's teaching it. Third year na eh. It's all about grades, grades and grades. Pag-aaral lang, walang personalan. Haha! Here are the teachers by the way:

1. Ms. Lisbo (Yeah, don't hesitate to pronounce it as LESBO)
- My first impression of her is that she's a snob. Yep, I don't like the way she talks, (so much for an English teacher who pronounces "quiz" as "kwis"), I don't like the way she jokes and neither do I like the way she keeps on asking if we have questions and waiting for it for 5 minutes.

2. Ms. Chemistry (I don't bother to remember her name at all...ang sama.)
- Well actually, I really can't remember her name. By Jove, she's the most boring teacher I have ever encountered in my life. Sobrang boring nya talaga. SOBRA. NO KIDDING. Just the way she talks is enough for us to fall asleep for the rest of the period. Nakakaiyak na kaboringan. She's the total opposite of Ms. Albert from SEP. Cry cry...too bad she teaches one of the major subjects of 3rd year.

3. Ms. Herrero (Parang Eddie Guerrero eh no)
- She's quite okay...JUST GET RID OF HER FACIAL EXPRESSION WHICH IS SO IRRITATING. She looks at us as if we're filth down her nose. Whenever she looks at us with that facial expression, it's as if we are so pathetic and so childish. Nakakainis talaga. She's our TIC by the way and TOO BAD FOR US. She's so KJ that's why her attitude clashes with ours because section 5 kami eh. We love kidding around eh siya, GRR!!! Haha.

4. Ms. Henson (UP girl)
- Okay fine, among the new teachers, she's the best among them. Although when she did her demo in our class, SHE WAS SO BORING. Haha. Seryoso, mas-productive pa ata kung kami yung nag-report eh. After she did her demo, we were all like, "Ang boring nya sobra. Tapos she keeps on counter-attacking our opinions. OPINIONS nga eh. Kawawa siya kila Ms. Sol." Well, obviously we are wrong kaya teacher namin siya ngayon. :l Ms. Sol kasi eh, Do-Re-Mi-Fa-Sol. Ayyy. :l Haha.

5. Sir Ruel
- Ay nako. Si Sir Ruel Garlit. Dapat sa kanya pangalan niya CRUEL GALIT eh. Well, his name suites him WELL. The class was so funny with our first meeting with him. Everyone was so tense. It's as if everyone was going to have a nervous breakdown. Muntikan ko nang ilabas yung "puff" ko for asthma. Haha, hinika. He's the perfect terror teacher. I wonder if he's a member of the terror squad? Ayy... :l Kasama na pala niya sila Fat Joe...Haha.

6. Ms. Jose (Si let's make an agreement)
- Haha. We're used to her so...she's okay. She's better than Ms. Molave though. I totally despise (Totally spies? ayy.) Ms. Molave. Well at least Ms. Jose's NOT AFTER ME. Haha.

7. Ms. Esguerra (La-la-la-laaaa...)
- Haha. She's the best so far. I never liked Filipino you see that's why it's such a waste that such a good teacher like her is to teach a subject that I don't like that much. Filipino's only a "so-so" subject for me. I really never cared about it although I make it a point that my grade in that subject is okay. Oh well.

There. So far they are the teachers that we have encountered. I hope these first impressions of them won't last. SANA.

So far the first week was okay. One word to describe it: LIGHT. The first week was so light that it was scary. You see there's a saying that "kung tawa ka ng tawa, iiyak ka ng sobra afterwards" and "nakakabinging katahimikan". That's the same with everything. The first week was so light that I feel that in the coming weeks we are going to suffer. HAHA, oa eh no. Oh well, sabi nga ni nika, "Welcome the year with anticipation, not fear"...or something like that, whatever. Haha. Sometimes it's just psychological thinking that makes everything harder. Let's see if anything will change if I will look at this year as super easy and a piece of cake. (Okay. :l I'm dead.) Haha, kidding.

Funny, I'm already wearing doll shoes. Haha. If you know me personally, I haven't used doll shoes since I was in the 3rd grade...I think...or 2nd grade? Basta, ngayon lang ulit ako nagsuot ng doll shoes. When my classmates saw me, THEY LAUGHED. As in laugh na parang, "Ha-ha-ha-ha!" mocking laugh. Haha. Nice.

Anyways, I AM SO EXCITED!!! This MUST be appreciated or else...

2006-06-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

Section 5 is now section 3 - nika

I remember the time when I said, "Ano kaya eh no...natanggap mo yung section mo tapos sabi section 5 ka. Siyempre ang saya mo kasi section 5 ka parin. Tapos pagpasok mo, lahat pala ng tao sa section 5 nilipat sa isang section. Ikaw lang tinira." Hahaha. Ironic isn't it?

Anyways, aha! I haven't done any of those summer reading program. I finished reading Jane Eyre (I suggest you read my review about it. Haha. :P). I have to do the synopsis already and start reading the second novel. Any suggestions? I think I'll read one of Paolo Coehlo's.

Went out yesterday with my Sep mates. Haha. :P It was fun, really, even though the movie Omen sucked. Seryoso. Don't watch it on the big screen. Sayang money mo. Ang mahal pa naman ng cinema sa Galle! P130 what the. Sa Gateway, P120 yung reserved seat tapos the cinema's a whole lot better compared to that of Galle's. I know, 10 pesos lang pero 10 pesos pa din yun at yung sa Gateway, reserved seat na. Haha. The arcade was fun at least. I'm going to miss them (my sep mates)!!! :( Especially Tricia!!! 2 weeks Tricia, 2 weeks!!! :(( Haha, you might say na sandali lang naman yun pero for us, 2 weeks is equivalent to 1 month!!! :(( It's really weird that during the SEP days, we were seeing each other everyday but we took it for granted. :(

Oh well. I'm officially a junior next Tuesday! I'm quite excited. I miss wearing our uniform. Ahaha. :))

2006-06-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

DSL SUCKS...no, make that PLDT sucks. Anong klaseng koneksyon yan? Konting ulan lang wala nang dialtone yung telephone!!! Grrr!!! :l

2006-05-27T09:14:00.000+08:00

SEP

I'll miss you guys. Although we only spent a month together, it's as if a year had gone by.(Weh...Joke lang. OA. Haha) But really, I never thought I'd gain new friends at Sep cause if you'll read my past entries about entering, I was really planning to act "anti-social", expecting my classmates to be stereotype highschool students. I was wrong!!! Haha.

Tricia: Aww! I'll really miss my kapwa super sizzlin smokin hot mama. Haha. It's funny that we only got close during the last weeks of Sep. Nakakatawa nga kasi patapos na tapos dun lang kami naging close. O_O Sayang yung other 3 weeks na naging magkaklase kami! Nakakatawa talaga si Tricia. Lalo na kapag "gume-Gerunds" kami. Haha. I'll miss those "Sume-Sergei, Vumi-Vinnie, Ruma-Raph, Uma-Anj, Mumi-mikey" and all those other "gume-Gerund" words that we create. Haha. Nagkakasundo rin kami nyan ni Tricia sa maraming bagay lalong lalo na saaa...ahem. Lalong lalo na sa secret na we sher (SHARE). Haha. I'll miss Tricia!!! Haha. Feeling ko kasi pagdating ng pasukan talaga hindi na kami makakapag-usap. Aww! (Get, get, Aww!) Hahaha. I'm really not sure if we were able to do all the things that we planned to do before the end of sep. Kaya nga pumupunta tayo ng maaga para gawin yung mga balak nating gawin diba? Teka, ano nga ba yung mga bagay na balak nating gawin in the first place? Haha. Hay nakowh Tricia. Mamimiss talaga kita. Pati yung mga jokes na tayong 2 lang minsan ang nakaka-gets tapos kelangan pa nating i-explain sa mga boys para ma-gets nila. :l Mamimiss ko rin yung communication natin through eye contact. Haha. Pati yung mga YM conversations natin na puno ng rhyming words. I'll really miss all of those. :(

Vinnie: Isa si Vinnie sa mga pinaka-close ko sa boys (Close nga ba o feeling close lang? Hmmm...Haha). Naging groupmate ko siya sa Geom kaya dahil siguro dun naging "close" kami. Haha. Sobrang galing ni Vinnie mag-gitara mhan! O_O Sorry na, beginner lang e. Haha. Mamimiss ko talaga yung mga "meetings" natin tuwing breaktime sa caf when what we all talk about are cartoons, toys and all of those stuff that we used to enjoy when we were kids. Kids at heart e, diba Vinnie? Haha. Mamimiss ko rin siyempre ang hampas ni Vinnie na wala nang mas-lalakas pa. Haha. Akala ko talaga sa mom ko na yung pinaka-malakas na hampas na natanggap ko, kay Vinnie pala. That was a very good hampas my friend. I respect you for that. (shattap) Haha. Mamimiss ko rin yang si Vins kasi he's one of the few who understands what the hell I am saying. Haha. Hindi ko alam na may isa pang nilalang besides my kuya na kilala ang Rage Against the Machine at System of a Down. Mamimiss ko yang si Vins kasi I can talk to him almost about anything cause he knows it all! Isa talaga siya sa mga pinaka-nakakasundo ko sa class and I'll miss that.

Raph: Si Waff-o. Haha. Nakowh. Si Waffy talaga ang nakaka-alam ng mga deepest, darkest, secrets ko. Haha. Subukan mo lang sabihin Raph, uupakan kita like I always do when you act so TRANSPARENT. Haha. Mamimiss ko yang si Waff. Isa yan sa mga nakakausap ko talaga ng "masinsinan". Yehess... :>

Campos: The thing that I will miss most about Campos is his accent. Yung "whaaat?" nyang may tono at yung face niya na as if wala siyang problema. Whenever I see Campos, I feel so light. Haha. That's because he's always smiling and he always seems so happy. One of the good boys daw yan e. Wehh..haha. *Whaaat?* Haha.

Hay. Prisa and Anj...I'll still see you at school and I think I've told you all of the things I'll miss about you guys in our reco letters or whatever letters. Haha. This entry won't end if I start talking about the things that I'll miss about you guys. They're far too many to mention. Haha.

There. SEP :( I hope everyone can come on Tuesday for our last UBE-han because I think there won't be a next one after that. Let's all celebrate a month of friendship! Haha. I know each one of us will be sooo busy to even remember each other. Sana na nga lang, hindi. I even predict that after SEP, we'll lose communication and talking to each other will go back to being awkward. Aww. Oh well. I think that's inevitable naman but I'll really miss you guys. :( Sana nga lang talaga hindi mawala yung communication. Haha.

Yak. That entry's so cheesy. Am I sick or something? :o Haha. Oh well. Cheesy as it is but I really mean it. Haha. :)

2006-05-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

I found the lyrics!!!

I saw your face and - Wow!
Right then I took a vow
That we'd be together, girl, just you and me
That's the meaning of eternity

I saw...I saw...your face...and wow!
I nearly had a cow
And when we're together, babe, it's plain to see
The cosmic power of our energy

Haha!!! I miss watching Hey Arnold. I used to be so crazy about it. Haha.

Ay, I won a photography contest in the internet. Haha! I was bored during the first days of April so I thought of submitting some photos to some internet contests. Surprisingly, I won. Haha. My picture will be published in a magazine but I forgot its name. Haha. Sinuswerte nga naman. Haha.

2006-05-22T01:41:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE I LOHAHOHAHOVE MY SECTION 5 SO MATS, I FIXED (a bit) AND ADDED SOME PICTURES IN OUR MULTIPLY SO CHECK IT OUT IF YOU HAVE TIME. CLICK: MAKUNAT PATATAS. (It's weird that I only fixed this now when the schoolyear's already over. :c)

Uy memories!

Aww! These are just some of the few first rock songs that I liked...and I still like them. Haha. I just felt a sudden gush of nostalgia. :o

2006-05-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

SEP's going on fine although as the days go by, the more I could no longer understand what Mr. Sumpaico *say it like a curse (kidding)* is saying. I can't get any of those proving shiznit. He's like speaking Chinese(Cha-nis)! Haha. I find Chemistry more interesting but I like the crowd in Geometry better. :)

Anyways, we spent the breaktime a while ago with Vinnie and co. They're really funny mhan.
Mikey: Teka teka, hindi ko gets...
Anj: *explains...*
Sher: Wow. Ilang oras bago mo na-gets...hmm...
Vinnie: Kung ako pentium 3 (he was referring to his brain), ikaw, calculator!!! *laughs*
Sher: Vinnie, vinnie! Hindi, Abacus yan!!! *laughs*

Anyways, I heard again that the sections are really reshuffled this year. I think this time it's for real. Too bad for me, I didn't cherish the last days of my sophomore year with section 5. I took it for granted thinking that the sections are blocked already. :c This coming school year doesn't look so appealing. Just the thought of the first day of the school year makes me want to swear (but I don't since I'm trying to kill that bad habit. Haha. Makes you look at the previous post no? I didn't swear! I just typed in a few characters. Haha). Oh well, kung reshuffled nga talaga, I'll miss you guys. You made the half of my high school life worth going to school for. Haha. Kahit na sobrang dinurog-durog tayo ng teachers with school work, somehow being with you guys lifted the load. :) Oh well.

This day was weird. There were instances wherein I found myself smiling without any reason at all and what made it worse was that Karen caught me smiling. I felt like a freak. :l Hay ewan ko ba.

2006-05-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

I really get sooo mad at things that are petty no? Haha. :P But I don't get mad at stuff that I'm supposed to get mad at. :l

Anyways, Prisa and I bonded again a while ago. We walked from the HS of Ateneo up to Mini Stop. Sobra no? Haha. Of course we took a break and ate at McDo. Walking with Prisa is really something. Haha. You wouldn't notice that you've been walking for around 45 minutes already. :)) She's really fun to talk to and the best part is that I've learned a lot of new things about her...most of them are shocking actually. Haha. :P But it's really fun talking to Pah-ri-sah. Haha. :)) Hindi talaga mawawalan ng kalokohan. :>

I've also realized through my conversation with Prisa that life in section 5 for the last 2 years have been full of twists. I swear. Haha. :)) Analyze our open forums and I swear, you will really be shocked by the revelations that are being revealed, especially if you know their personality. HAHA. :)) Life in section 5 was never boring. Although most of the time, the unpredictable things that have been happening within the class are upsetting. Nonetheless, these happenings made life in our section exciting. Hindi talaga mawawalan ng issue. Well, I guess most of these issues have made our class stronger...I think. Haha. :P Section 5 is really unpredictable, and that's what I love about the class. :) Haha :))

I'm getting sentimental again, am I not? Haha. :P It's just that I really miss the class already. *Eww...erase erase, kadiri. Barf...Haha, joke lang. :)

Err...

2006-05-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

Ngayon ko lang nabasa yung previous post ko. Yung whose naging who's. Labo. Anyways, it's only now that I realized that I've been having a lot of sugar rushes lately. Haha. :)) Most of those were the times when I was in SEP probably because of those stupid coke in cans that I've been drinking a lot lately...and I mean a lot. I think I've been drinking 2 cans a day. :l Kaya pala nung nakila Tricia kami SUPER HIGH ako. As in I was floating in the clouds at dahil pala yun sa 2 coke na ininom ko. When I told my cousin na I drank those, sabi nya, "Para ka nang kumain ng kalahating kilo ng asukal!!!". Parang ako, "Oh? Okay, kaya pala sobrang bangag ko kila Tricia nung Friday. :l". Hahaha. :))

Anyways, someone said something really mean to me. I think this person meant it as a joke but you know...damn do I hate jokes that are not at all funny! Tapos may isang tao na tinawag pa akong...hay nako. Ganun na ba talaga ako ngayon?! Siguro nga yung ginawa ko may pagka-ganun pero she totally misunderstood kasi pinangunahan na niya ng thought na ano ako. :l Nakakainis talaga. Ang malala pa, I USED TO BE SOOO FOND OF THIS PERSON. Aww. :(( You mean girl! Haha. :)) You're like a cold, hard, shiny plastic! Haha. :)) Joke lang. Bakit ka nga ba nagbago? What's up? Labo. :)) You seem so different from the person whom I was fond of. :l Anyways...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MOM!!! (Haha. As if naman mababasa nya to. :l)

UBE (Ultimate Bonding Experience)

2006-05-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

Sobrang saya. Haha. We went to Tricia's place to UBE. Haha. Vinnie, Mikey, Raph, Serge(Ser-gey. haha), Tasha, Regine and I went and it was uber fun. Definitely there should be a next time so that Sydney(spelling?) and Anj will be able to go too. The next time must be at the house of the person whose family has a coat of arms...diba? :> Para rin makita natin yun. Haha. :))

Come to think of it, joining SEP wasn't so bad after all. I'm learning academically, I'm getting to know a lot of people whom I thought I'd never care to know and I'm getting along with people whom I thought I'd never get along with. Haha. (You know what I mean.) Being with my fellow "SEP-ers" like Vinnie and the others is like having a lot of brothers although I think I'm being too mean to them. :l (I'M SO SORRY!!! I just can't help it! Haha. :P) 2 weeks to go and SEP's over. At least within these 4 weeks with them a lot of my perspectives changed. Haha. :P Oh well.

And oh...I just want to say sorry to Vinnie and Mikey because I think I was too mean to them. Haha. :P Especially kay Vinnie kasi physically nasaktan ko siya with that billiard ball. *evil laugh* Haha. Kidding. :P

~edited~Bakit ganun? Ang sama. A lot of people changed and what's worse is that those who have changed are those whom I used to be sooo fond of. :c (Is this what you call karma? :c)

New Sucky Haircut

2006-05-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

SOBRANG MAY TRAUMA NAKO SA PAGPAPAGUPIT!!! :(( Ayoko na talaga. Ay basta. Kapag hindi si Manny Mesias, hindi ako magpapagupit kahit gano kalala na yung split ends ng buhok ko. :(( ARGH. :l

This day wasn't that nice. :l Hay nako namaaaan. A lot of irritating things happened today. Oh well. Bahala na.

ANG SAMA KONG TAO!!! LORD FORGIVE ME!!!

Another year older

2006-05-04T10:34:00.000+08:00

Yo' sho'ty, it's mah birthday, I'm gonna party like it's mah birthday, I'm gonna sip bacardy (spelling?) like it's mah birthday. Labo. :l Suh-huh-wee-heet sixteen. *BARF* Haha.

~Edited~

THIS IS REALLY THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!! HAHA. :P SOBRANG THANK YOU SA MGA NAG-GREET LALONG LALONG LALO NA DUN SA MGA NAGPLANO NG SURPRISE PARTY AT DUN SA MGA PUMUNTA. SH*T. PINALABAS NYO ANG PAGKA-SISSY KO. HAHA. PERO OKAY LANG. SOBRANG THANK YOU TALAGA GUYS. NOTHING CAN BE MORE PERFECT THAN THIS. I COULDN'T WISH FOR ANYTHING MORE. I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE HELL. :P THANK YOU GOD FOR SUCH WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!! :D

Pre-birthday blues

2006-05-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

I can relate to what Lucky Manzano said as "pre-birthday blues". I don't know if you also experience this but you feel sad even though your birthday is so near but there is really no particular reason why you feel it.

Anyways, tatagalugin ko na to a. Para masmadali kong ma-explain. Anyways, hindi ko nga alam kung mag-cecelebrate ako o hindi e. Kasi ewan ko...parang feeling ko aaksayahin ko yung mga oras ng mga tao at parang aaksayahin ko yung pagod nila't lahat-lahat. Labo. Ewan ko ba. Parang I think my birthday's not that significant para dun. Nasanay kasi ako sa celebration na dinner lang sa labas with family tapos yun na e. Hindi ako nasanay dun sa mga party na party talaga tapos invited yung friends and all. Yung huling beses na ginawa ko yun, 8 yrs. old ata ako. Ewan. Labo. Palibhasa kasi summer yung birthday ko kaya hindi rin ako sanay tumanggap ng gifts. :l Sanay ako tumanggap from my parents pero pag galing na sa iba, ewan ko. Hindi nako sanay. Mga tita ko naman nasa abroad so get...yung isa ko lang tita dito yung nagbibigay ng gift pero pag galing na sa iba, parang... :o Haha. (Hindi naman sa ayaw ko tumanggap galing sa iba pero...pag galing kasi sa iba, OVER-TOUCHED ako e. Get? Parang sobrang big deal talaga sakin kapag may nagbigay ng gift. Para talagang, WOAH!) Tsaka hindi ako sanay na maraming tao ang nakaka-alala ng birthday ko. HAHA! Palibhasa kasi last year, nasira yung sun kaya mabibilang lang sa kamay yung bilang ng mga tao na nag-greet sakin. Okay lang naman yun. Inabot lang siguro ako ng kamalasan. Parang ang bitter ng birthdays ko no? Sa totoo lang, oo. Most of my birthdays are bitter. Parang I'm wallowing myself in pity no? Pero hindi naman. Sa tingin ko nga nasanay nako na my birthdays are bitter e. I even remember one birthday when I spent my whole day crying tapos nakatulog nalang ako maghapon sa kakaiyak. Yung tipong ganun. Tapos most of my birthdays, wala yung parents ko...physically siguro. At least naaalala nila tumawag. Minsan nga lang nalalate si mama ng tawag so mga hapon na. Tsaka ako yata yung taong hindi mahilig sa attention...o siguro nasanay lang ako na pag birthday ko, walang attention. Ay ewan ko ba. Pero all of these are fine, since I've already forgotten what's it's like to really enjoy and celebrate the day that you started breathing.

Oh well. Shoot. I'm turning 16. Another year away from my childhood days. Sweet sixteen? Ahhck. Barf.

Okay

2006-04-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

ARAY. But I'm sorry. Siguro nga masyado nang matagal na wala ako sa school kaya hindi na ako sanay sa stinging words mo. Haha. Oh well. I'm still sorry.

I learned a thing today.

Ang maliliit na bara sa lababo kapag naipon, talagang nakakabara na.

Labo. Alam ko na ata kung ano ang birthday wish ko.

Vents

2006-04-26T11:55:00.000+08:00

Wow, I didn't post for 3 days. That's a feat. Haha. :P Oh well. Last Easter Sunday, my cousin and I weren't able to go to mass. Of course my mom was so mad that she made us recite the 4 mysteries of the Holy Rosary. That was really something. :l Maybe I was tired that's why while I was reciting

"Oh Jesus forgive us our sins and save us from the fires of hell and lead all souls into heaven especially those who have most need of your mercy..." what I said was...

"Oh Jesus forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sins against us and do not lead us into temptation but deliver us from evil, Amen."

Sooory!!! :o What made it worse was that I didn't realize immediately that I was reciting the Our Father already. I'm so mean. :c

Anyways, I've heard rumours that the sections are reshuffled already. I don't think I can take it if that really happens. I really can't imagine being transferred to another section. Section 5 has been my second family already. Despite all the problems that we've encountered during the past two years, I really still can't imagine going in everyday in a different classroom. That isolated room on the 3rd floor had been my home. :c Sana talaga hindi reshuffled.

I've been watching PBB for the past few days because of boredom. There was this "assumptionista" that was picked to be one of the 12. Sorry a pero isa siyang malaking KALANDIAN. Tama nga yung sinabi ni nika. She's the stereotype assumptionista na malandi at saksakan ng arte. I just can imagine the look on their nuns' face if they learn that an assumptionista like her had joined PBB. Never siya ipag-mamalaki ng Assumption. In fact, may probability pa na itakwil siya ng Assumption no, after all the bragging that Assumption have been doing about teaching simplicity to the students. So much for a representative. Sirang sira na ang pangalan ng Assumption.

Anyways, no offense a, pero I really find those people who are sooo desperate to have a gf/bf sooo pathetic. Nakakainis. Haha. I also find those people who ask, "Kumain ka na ba?, Ano gawa mo?" sooo annoying. It's none of your business whether I've eaten or what I am currently doing. What makes it worse is that they ask the same question every 5 minutes. ARGH!!! :l It's sooo obvious that they don't know how to make a conversation. Buweiset. Sorry at no offense a pero I think those kind of "conversations" are just a waste of time...and load. If you find me replying to these kind of crap, it's only for the sake of manners. Unfortunately, God didn't give me the gift of being frank.

SEP's starting next week. Thank God I already have something to do. :)